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I was a bad girl today.

As part of my punishment, I’m posting this little clip from when Sir recorded us fucking while he moved me in.

At this point, he kept teasing me with his cock and slapping my pussy whenever I thought he was about to fuck me. So, um, I got a little desperate.

If anyone needs me, I’ll be hiding for eternity.

Punishment and Correction

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Last night, I was a very bad girl and essentially broke three of the negotiated rules I had with Craftsmate. Since we have been attempting to shift our dynamic from a bedroom kinky arrangement to a full-on D/s partnership, I understand why such rules are important and, in theory, I want to be able to follow them.

Overall, I have liked the changes we have made in shifting our dynamic this way. I enjoy the feeling of being owned. I love being able to shed my bratty side – which was mostly in place to provoke what I wanted out of dominants instead of asking for it like a good girl because of some unresolved shame over being able to just own up to what I liked – and instead be an obedient submissive who asks for what she wants. It’s helped to reinforce our dynamic as we plan to become long distance.

Also, it’s made sex and our chemistry a whole lot hotter, as well as somehow sweeter and more intimate.

However, I’ve discovered that what gets to me most is the way I am punished when I misbehave. It’s completely nonsexual and literally intended for correction and not foreplay. It’s something I’ve backed away from in the past or gotten unnecessarily emotional over because it scared me in its seriousness. Stuff feels a lot less like a game that way.

So, as I mentioned, I am being punished and part of that punishment is to write about it. I was punished like this one other time about a week ago and, while I initially balked at it, I accepted it and actually found it to be a good experience. I had intended to write about it, but I dropped the ball on that (oops).

But, today, as part of my punishment, I have to share the fact that I am being disciplined and why with you all. Naturally, I’m a little nervous – hence the long, rambling introduction – so bear with me here.

The why is because of, as I mentioned, three things:

  1. I completely neglected to call Craftsmate “Sir” on more instances than a gentle reminder would warrant. 
  2. I stayed up an hour and a half past my bedtime for no real reason and, while I eventually got involved in talking to someone, this wasn’t until about half an hour past my bedtime and I did not reach out to Craftsmate in order to ask if I could stay up. 
  3. I drank alcohol without permission in a situation where I could have asked him first. (As a rule, I’m supposed to ask unless I’m in a situation where it’s not socially convenient to just whip out my phone.

And my punishment is as follows:

  1. I had to share the details with all of you as to why I was bad last night. (Done.)
  2. From now on, I have to refer to Craftsmate on this blog as “Sir” to get me into the habit of addressing him properly. (Which is preferable, since I cannot stand that nickname I gave him. The “Craftsmate” tag will still exist but I won’t directly refer to him that way in posts. I’m also adding a “Sir” tag to old posts about him.)

So, there you have it. I want to try to write about the other time he punished me because it was actually super sweet and rewarding, so expect that soon. But in the meantime I kind of have to handle some latent shame stuff from having to share this and worrying I’ll be kind of judged for it.

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Reason #3 Why Ivy Needs a Big Sis  

Because you need somebody’s hand to hold when Daddy finds out,

and somebody who’ll wink and say it was worth it.

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Because, in the end, sneaking out is never worth it. 

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There’s nothing relaxing about sleeping in when this is how he wakes her up in lieu of an alarm.

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Blush on the cheeks.

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Nose in the corner,

finger in the bum.

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Yaffa Levan

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Sweetheart figured she could sneak out past curfew.

She also figured she would just get sent back to bed if she was caught.

Good thing Sweetheart’s not really a betting kind of girl.

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Bumblebee by Ivy Kink

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Here’s another taste of my forthcoming collection of erotica. Next week, I’ll reveal the title and a bunch more details about the project. 

You have several strengths, bumblebee, but subtlety is not one of them.

I found the leash and collar you left on my desk, incongruous and comical amongst the endless drafts of dissertation and supply of partially dried highlighters. Like a dog who wants a walk in the park, dropping the instruments of her release at her owner’s feet in blatant suggestion. You’re precious, I’ll give you that. And so very, very determined. But subtle? Hardly.

Of course I noticed that the duct tape had been eased to the front of the usually innocuous drawer of household supplies, along with the scissors, coupled with the relocation of my riding crop to the closest, most convenient hook along the wall of my closet to be nestled amongst my belts. Surely this was the purpose of your sudden interest in home improvement, that I might notice it.

But, such efforts imply that I had somehow been neglecting you. And it is awful dramatic to confuse disregard with denial. I assure you, my refusal to reach for the crop (or the harness or any other item in this house that you’ve managed to somehow pervert to your own little fancies) has been entirely intentional.

But, if you want to be tied up so badly, I’ll certainly indulge you. 

I’ve taken the liberty of laying out a few things myself. Maybe you’ll recognize your old friends – the duct tape, the scissors, the crop, your leash and collar. Perhaps it’s been some time, but I am sure you are not completely estranged from the cuffs, the clamps and the blindfold.

Your face drops when I order you to pick up the scissors, but you comply and dutifully bring the blades toward the waistband of your jeans. 

“All right, love,” I interject, relishing the fact that you have obeyed, “you can just remove them. Fold them on your bed. But leave the panties on. Those get sliced off.”

You pout, “they’re new.” 

“And here I was, being generous,” I lament, reaching for the scissors that you have returned to the bed. You act fast, unbuttoning your jeans and tugging them down to your ankles. You kick off your sandals and shake the rumpled legs of your jeans from your calves. “The shirt, too.” You obey, unhooking your bra and sliding it from your arms for good measure.

I hold the scissors back out to you, handle-first with the sort of attention to detail and safety a mother exercises when handing such a device to her child. You huff and swipe them out of my hand, hitching them into your panties and exhaling anxiously with the first snip.

“I would’ve cut the sides if I were you, not straight-on down the middle,” I comment, taking a seat on the bed. “But I suppose you always do have a flair for the dramatic.”

You draw the scissors back and sip through one side, then the other with an indignant “hmph.“ 

“Let’s see them,” I say. You hold them up by the remainder of the waistband between your thumb and forefinger, disdainfully and just a little flushed. “No, come on, let’s see the crotch.” Your brows furrow and you take hold with both hands, stretching the fabric to reveal a small patch of wetness. “There’s the moneyshot,” I tease. You cannot meet my gaze.

I rise to my feet and reach forward, taking hold of your chin. Tilting your head as to bring your face in line with mine, I chuckle when your eyes continue to look away: a tiny rebellion. “Girl,” I scold and feel the smallest trace of a shudder tremor through your jaw, followed by a hard swallow. You so hate being admonished, even in a single harshly-delivered word.

“Yes, Mistress,” you choke out, eyes darting to meet mine. 

My grip softens. “The scissors, please,” I request and open my palm. Unable to look down, you cautiously tap the handle on the pad of my thumb before dropping them into my hand. I release your chin, but continue to stand closely. Your anxious breath tickles my collarbone. “The panties should be in your mouth. Doesn’t that sound about right?” 

You nod solemnly and ball up the fabric before pressing the wad past your teeth.

I grin and return to my seat on the bed, enjoying the show. “Now the duct tape. Three strips over that. Neatly.”

Before applying any of the strips of tape to your mouth, you rip each off and arrange it on the nightstand. Ensuring that the lengths were more or less equal, you press them one after the other onto your lips, bulging with the fabric of your panties. When you have finished, you shift your jaw in an attempt to demonstrate that you have done your job well and that the gag will not be dislodged.

Smiling, I reach once more for the roll of duct tape and wave it in front of you. “Around your head. Three times.” Your nostrils flare and you stomp your foot in protest, letting out a low whine below the tape. “Don’t give me that. Just pick up your hair and be careful about it.”

You collect the roll and carefully press the exposed end of tape to your right cheek. With your left hand carefully lifting your hair out of the way, you pass the tape around your head in three meticulous winds. I hand you the scissors and you snip away the excess before allowing your hair to once more frame your silent face. 

“There we are,” I sigh contentedly before tossing you the bundle of crocheted rope. “Tie your ankles. Not so tight you’ll cut off circulation. And take care with it, be a diligent little Girl Scout, bumblebee.” I wink. 

You groan and untangle the rope. First, you attempt to sit on the bed, but a meaningful glance redirects you to the door. Grumbling under the gag, you secure your ankles together and adjust yourself so your bare ass is settled on the carpet and your restrained legs are extended in front of you. Wordlessly, I toss you the handcuffs, which you catch with narrowed eyes. You click the first into position before sliding the other hand into the opened cuff.

“Nope, behind your back, love,” I interject and you roll your eyes, rearranging yourself until I hear the decisive click.

I sit down on the floor beside you, cupping your face softly. You welcome my grip this time, mistaking gentleness for mercy, and meet my stare. “Very good, love,” I coo, stroking your cheek through the layers of duct tape with my thumb, patting the skin that bulges slightly over the gag. “Now take a deep breath in and be even better for me.”

You squeal into your panties as I attach the first clamp, followed by the second, to your hard, eager nipples. Your arousal has betrayed you, allowing the tools of your torture to be applied so easily. I kiss your brow, dotted with anxious perspiration.

“Don’t give me that look,” I tease and give the chain a slow yank down to your navel. You squeeze your eyes shut, your face contorting deliciously with pain. “This one suits you so much better anyway.” I unhook my finger from the chain and remove my hand from your cheek before rolling you onto your stomach.

I relish the whine from behind your gag as your clamped nipples come into contact with the fibers of the carpet. “So, maybe I should explain tonight, bumblebee,” I begin, reaching for the riding crop. I trace the leather up the inside of your thigh, a threat that leaves an adorable trail of goosebumps in its wake. 

“It was so nice of you to send me such a cute little reminder,” I tease, using my free hand to push the leash and collar off of the bed, letting them fall in front of your face. “Did you want to be my little pet real bad, baby?” You nod eagerly and I scoop up the leash and collar, tossing them over my shoulder. “Too bad.”

“Hmm?” You exclaim behind the gag.

I draw the crop away from your skin before hitting the bottom of your left foot. Grunting, you grind your bound feet into the carpet. I settle my other hand on the back of your head to stroke your hair. Seeing you in such a state, I can’t help but chuckle.

“Awww, love, you don’t think you were going to get away with getting what you wanted, did you?” I land the crop on the back of your thigh, eliciting a squeal. “Maybe next time, bumblebee.”

“Fairness” by Ivy Kink

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Below, please find the next installment of previews of my book of erotica. This one is a drop longer and I posted a little bit of foreshadowing to it earlier today.

“It’s not fair!” She exclaimed, balling her hands into fists at her sides, brows furrowed in frustration. “I’m not even tired.”

Bedtime was perhaps one of the more cutting restrictions – indignities, if she was feeling dramatic – that her Daddy enforced. It was so basic, so devoid of sexual implication, so infantilizing. Moreover, it was subtle and constant enough to reinforce until the pattern crept under her skin and suddenly, even on a night off with friends, she found herself tired by eleven.

It was the insidious nature of this control that most frustrated and aroused her. And, with a few beers’ worth of liquid confidence and a crowd of her Daddy’s friends in the next room, she found herself bucking conventions in the hallway outside of the bedroom to buy herself at least another hour.

“Sweetheart,” her Daddy replied, attempting to mask his amusement behind authority, “it’s very fair. You have a bedtime and we stick to it. Otherwise…”

“But it isn’t fair,” she insisted, hoping her dedication to her argument would overrule her lack of evidence. “Everyone else is staying up.”

He chuckled, “Well, I’d hope so. It’s still quite early.” Much to his delight, her cheeks burned. “Besides, I can’t quite seem to put my finger on what you find so unfair.”

She shrugged, casting a glance down at her feet. “I ‘unno,” she replied. “I just don’t wanna. Not when everyone else gets to stay up.”

“Well, you have to, dear,” he answered gently, looping an arm around her waist. However, instead of bringing her into the bedroom, he escorted her back to the living room. “And I think you should be polite and let everyone know Daddy’s sending you off to bed. It’s pretty rude to just leave without explaining yourself.”

Her eyes widened and she dug her heels into the carpet as she waited for him to laugh and say he was kidding. However, there was no follow-up aside from a gentle shove toward their guests.

While their dynamic only rarely bled into their social lives, Daddy’s friends were still acutely aware of their extracurricular interests. Although she sometimes slipped up and would almost call him Daddy in public, she rarely strayed beyond the first syllable before catching herself. Sometimes, a friend would poke fun, but always in good spirit and without digging too deep into the dynamic.

She stared over her shoulder anxiously, but her Daddy motioned her toward their friends with a wave of his hand.

“Daddy, I can’t,” she whined, attempting to keep her voice low.

He grinned and reached out, patting her gently on the cheek. “Just one, Pumpkin.”

She huffed and sauntered over to the kitchen, hoping to catch someone alone. Blushing and anxious, she reached up and tapped a guest on the shoulder with a trembling hand.

“Daddy says it’s my bedtime,” she choked out her garbled, hurried admission. “So goodnight.”

A smirk. “How cute.”

It could have been worse. She had feared shame and ridicule; condescension was comparatively palatable. Biting her lip, she felt a gentle tug on her elbow and realized, in her nervousness, she had not noticed that Daddy had followed her into the kitchen.

He ushered her across the living room once more and towards the bedroom. Closing the door behind him, he featured to the bed.

“Lie down.”

She shuffled over to the bed, pouting as she moved to remove her dress.

“I didn’t say get undressed. Now lie down, face down.”

She whined and stomped her foot, letting it rise out of her shoe in a small gesture of protest. “But it’s not fair. I need to brush my teeth and change my clothes.”

He chuckled. “I didn’t say you were going to sleep just yet,” he chided. “Now stop with this ‘unfair’ talk and get on the bed.”

Tentatively, she stepped out of her other shoe before lying down on the bed. She folded her arms on the pillow and rested her head on them, attempting to get comfortable. However, Daddy tugged back harshly on one of her arms. She yelped in surprise as he slid one of her padded leather cuffs onto her wrist, buckling it snugly.

Releasing her arm, he quickly adorned the other wrist with a cuff, followed by her ankles. In a swift, rehearsed series of motions, he clipped her wrists together, followed by her ankles, before hitching his finger into the loop between the cuffs on her wrists. Tugging gently but firmly, he eased an arch into her back and secured her wrists to her ankles.

“Daddy,” she huffed, “I can’t sleep like this. It’s uncomfortable.”

He rolled up the bottom of her dress, letting it bunch around her hips. “Oh, sweetie,” he cooed, clicking his tongue, “I’m not letting you sleep for a while.”

She shivered at the chill of lubricant being applied to her asshole. “Da-” She managed to gasp out before he slid a finger into her, anchoring her still as he slapped her ass roughly.

She endured the spanking, the mocking wiggle of his finger inside her, the periodic scolding. Her fingers wiggled in the cuffs, toes curling as the finger in her asshole was drawn out and wiped on the skin of her rear.

Her Daddy pushed up on the juncture between her arms and legs, arching her body further. He climbed onto the bed behind her, pushing the full length of his cock into her ass.

Despite her best attempts to fuss and pout, she found herself unable to mask her enjoyment of these indignities. Her cunt dripped freely, body bucking back to meet each thrust, throat unable to contain the rumble of moans.

“Admit you like it, baby,” he ordered through gritted teeth, “tell me how much you love it.”

“I like the way you fuck me, Daddy,” she whined, burying her face into the pillow in shame.

“Louder,” he growled, “tell me you want it harder.”

“I want it harder, Daddy,” she gasped. “Please, harder.”

Despite the grunts that coupled his thrusts, he managed to chuckle. “Louder, princess. Tell them.”

“Them?” She asked, incredulous. It was then she began to wonder when the hum of conversation in the other room had died down, when the silence seemed to be only filled by the sounds of him using her ass. She whimpered, blushing all the way down to her chest.

“Oh God, Daddy,” she whispered. With that, he came, slipping out and sliding off of the bed. He tucked his cock back into his briefs and zipped up his jeans.

“You wanted to stay up? Now you get to stay up, sweetie. I’d say you could come back out, but I’d imagine you’d rather stay in here,” he said, patting her rear. “I’ll be back in a few hours to put you to bed, sweetheart.”

“But, Daddy,” she murmured as she felt his cum drip down the inside of her thigh. “It’s not fair…”