Another one for the birthday boy.
nipple
Make me scared.
There’s nothing relaxing about sleeping in when this is how he wakes her up in lieu of an alarm.
Bear with me on this one, guys. It’s a little humiliating.
The other night, using this prompt, Craftsmate put me in a crotchrope with my arms tied to my sides. Before blindfolding me, he asked me for a number between one and twenty.
“I don’t know,” I replied, giving as much of a shrug as the rope would allow. “Sixteen?”
Cue sixteen minutes of Craftsmate going between teasing one of my nipples and rubbing the knot in the crotchrope over my clit. The sensations that produced combined with the fact that he has been teasing me pretty mercilessly for the past few days resulted in me quickly tripping into a pretty delirious state where I completely lost track of whether he was on my nipple or my clit.
The time dragged on until finally the alarm on his phone went off, signaling I’d managed to endure the sixteen minutes. Somewhere between exhausted and immensely frustrated, I managed to doze off only to, according to Craftsmate, literally be woken up by the sound of my own moaning.
Apparently, he had walked in to find me writhing around in my sleep, hands opening and closing, body arching up against the crotchrope. According to Craftsmate, I was muttering things like “please” and “yeah” which, you know, isn’t embarrassing at all. (Spoiler alert: It is.)
He slipped into bed beside me and started gently teasing me, until, yeah, my moans legitimately woke me.
So, ah, that’s what’s up, I guess.
Guys. I’m bursting at the seams.
I don’t want to be a show-off or ridiculous or stress out my friends applying to grad schools, so I’m keeping it quiet around Ivy University.
But I’ll say it here:
I got into my top grad school.
So, the adventure continues. I’m going to a strange, new place, in a part of the country where I have never been, where I know virtually no one for two years. I’m still in shock and I still cannot believe the exciting direction my life has suddenly taken.
Thank you for your support, your kind asks while I was all stressed out and for being (without consenting – oops) the ear that I can shout this good news into.
<3, Ivy
A photo from a delightful shoot last October. There might be a few more coming up.
Photographer: C. deMontecervesa
Models: M.L-E. & S.N.
Stylist: C.V.
Yeah I’m gonna need a few minutes.
“My heart wants roots. My mind wants wings. I cannot bear their bickerings.”
– E. Y. Harburg
The only spirit he saw in her gift was the one he sought to break.
I love that earnest face men make sometimes when they’re doing this.