It’s really hard to write this, but due to circumstances mostly beyond our control, Sir and I have decided to end our relationship as primary partners. It’s the result of a lot of difficult talks revolving around the future and the feasibility of staying together. And obviously it is hard to say this to all of you here, after tumblr was more or less the thing that brought us together, and after we have received so much support from all of you. It’s a complicated situation. We are still very much in love, we still care for each other and want to be in each other’s lives, but the original trajectory of our relationship is simply not possible. We need some time to mourn this relationship before considering the possibility of being secondaries or anything of that nature, and we request that you respect our privacy on this matter. This is one of the hardest decisions we’ve ever had to make, and we can only hope that this will bring us both more happiness.

Speaking for myself, my relationship with Sir was one of the most powerful and important I’ve ever had, if not singularly so. I’ve grown so much as a person, as a sub, as a partner. Obviously my heart is broken. I want to express again how grateful I am to all of you for your support, and what a joy it was to fall in love with this man, to submit to him and to grow with him.

I ask you all take it easy on me for a while as I find my bearings. Again, I am eternally grateful for what we had, and I do believe that knowing that this is how it would wind up, I would do it all again.



Sir’s flight keeps getting delayed, sigh.

And I can’t even do this since I have to pick him up.


Lol babe. This.


โ€œMy heart is drenched in wine,
but youโ€™ll be on my mind.โ€

Suehiro Maruoย