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Today kind of sucks and I’ve been completely down on myself and I have been doubting just about everything.

I just feel like I’m an impostor and I can’t live up to people’s expectations of me and I won’t actualize soon enough.

And I’m worried that I can’t sustain what I want to do as a career and I’ve been feeling just generally useless. Some doctor was hitting on me on the bus and what bothered me most was I was like bagh society will always have a use for you.

I just wish I felt certain of myself and my future and everything else.

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I know this blog has become a place for the pouties lately, and I apologize.

So, here’s some good stuff:

  • I got hired for that second job that I interviewed for. And I was so sure I wasn’t going to get it and it’s going to look fucking amazing on my résumé so huzzah. Both that and the other one are fairly low time commitments so I’m keeping both for now. So mama’s got this and she is GAINFULLY EMPLOYED.
  • I’m going to a party tonight with my cohort, who I really like thus far. They’re really cool people.
  • I’m starting to get to a place where I can write about all the sexy stuff I did with Sir while he moved me in and actually be sexy about it. So keep on the lookout.

<3, Ivy

polite-yet-peculiar:

Kitty Cat Space Captain

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So, I had an interview for a part-time job while I’m here for grad school to make some money on the side. 

Guess who got hired on the spot?

(And I’ve got another interview tomorrow for another position, but this certainly takes some pressure off.)

Big girl meow indeed.

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Today I’m headed to go daydrink to a barbecue with my cohort. It’ll be a fun distraction: they’re cool people I want to get to know better.

adriftinboston:

Good plan actually

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Guys. I’m bursting at the seams. 

I don’t want to be a show-off or ridiculous or stress out my friends applying to grad schools, so I’m keeping it quiet around Ivy University.

But I’ll say it here:

I got into my top grad school.

So, the adventure continues. I’m going to a strange, new place, in a part of the country where I have never been, where I know virtually no one for two years. I’m still in shock and I still cannot believe the exciting direction my life has suddenly taken.

Thank you for your support, your kind asks while I was all stressed out and for being (without consenting – oops) the ear that I can shout this good news into.

<3, Ivy

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My ass is about to go take the GRE. Oy.

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I just completed and submitted four grad school applications. I’m completely nervous, but I feel just a tiny bit badass.

upwardthrust:

Ah, but how good is her aim?