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Rigging: GR3ND3L

Model: GR3ND3L and anonymous

January 2015

So a friend of mine once wore a mask like the one the rigger is wearing but for like shits and giggles at a [vanilla] party.

This is a person I’ve never really thought that way about ever but suddenly he’s up here in this mask and these pants that made his ass look great and showed off how powerful his legs were and, welp.

And I was just hanging out like WELP I GUESS I’M THE ONLY ONE SUDDENLY UNREASONABLY HORNY HERE GOOD TO KNOW.

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Whipping Post, Part One

In mid-December, we all went to a play party. It was the first time I’d gone to a play party without Sir.

The evening started out pretty tame. Saltine, Pup, one of Saltine’s friends and I arrived at the party after hanging around at Pup’s place for a little bit, and a friend of mine who had previously said she was too shy to go showed up anyway. 

I congratulated her for being super brave. In addition to just being an awesome thing for her to face her fears and show up at the party, it made me feel good about being there myself. I was a little anxious about being there without Sir, as well as being nervous about being there with Saltine. I am an absolute anxious perfectionist, so the idea of us not really wanting to play together and also not really knowing how to divvy up the time left me a little on edge. It’s the kind of thing were I just want everything to be perfect and everybody to be happy and Jesus nobody wants to make firm plans.

Pup came over and told me that he wanted to play with me. I was feeling a little bratty, so I spent a some time avoiding it by running off to grab a drink or talk to someone. But, somewhere in the middle of talking my friend, Pup came over, grabbed me by the hair, and dragged me off to the back of the party. 

The back area was partitioned off into two rows of little semi-private play areas, separated by curtains through which one could easily see silhouettes of the people behind them. The area he took me to was right near the front of the row, such that the party could see us through the curtains. Inside was a small raised platform, and atop the platform was a long, wooden post. The entire apparatus faced a mirrored wall.

Pup moved me up onto the platform and guided my hands to hold onto the post. He slid my legs apart by easing his feet between mine. For a moment, he stood pressing his weight against me, pinning me against the post. It’s a move he’d pulled before, when we were out on our second date and we were playing pool. That time, it was under the auspices of helping me to play, but I understood the intention behind it both that time and this one. It’s a power play, a move to demonstrate the differences in both height and strength, a way to say that he can overpower me. It’s also more or less a way to grind his cock against me.

Gathering up a length of rope, he arranged my hands further up the post and tied them there by threading the rope through a loop at the top of the post. 

“Am I in trouble?” I asked as he set to pushing my feet further apart. There were two more metal loops on the platform, and he was already tying two lengths of rope around my ankles.

He chuckled and shook his head. “What do you think, princess?” He’d been in the habit of calling me that then, always condescendingly, always in such a way that I protested being called it. He tied off the ropes and my legs were stuck spread almost uncomfortably wide. 

I shrugged. “I don’t know, maybe.”

Pup rose up to his feet and sunk his fingers into my hair. He tugged back so hard, so suddenly that the memory of watching it happen in the mirror in front of me – of seeing it all too quickly before all the saw was the ceiling – is still as vivid as ever.

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I’m not going to lie. Halloween was a whole lot of fun, but it was really hard without him.

It’s our first Halloween apart. I know it sounds minor and silly, but Halloween is kind of our holiday. Last year, he came out and saw me. The year before, it was the first time we made ourselves public within our group of friends. 

Previously, we had been sort of doing the whole secret play partners on the down-low thing. But stuff was really starting to grow between us and we’d been drinking, so we started rather blatantly making out. And so everyone was kind of like well okay I guess that’s a thing that’s been happening.

He went home with me that night and I remember waking up beside him and looking over and thinking, “shit, I’m developing serious feelings for this person.”

So, it was hard to have this one without him. I really hope it’s the last one.

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My life is so crazy right now, but I’m holding out for a little bit of this kind of time very, very soon.

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I’ve lived in this new city for almost a year now and I’m still calling it new.

I think part of it is the fact that I kind of haven’t let go of home. My friends are there, my family is there, my boyfriend is there. And while I made some friends here, I’ve always kind of had one foot out the door.

This summer, most of the friends I’ve made in my program aren’t around. And, I never really branched out locally. So, since I came back here, I’ve been kind of lonely, just going to work and mostly keeping to myself. I don’t know why I didn’t try to branch out, I guess I’ve just never really accepted that this is my home now. I thought if I kept writing this off as a temporary thing, I wouldn’t have to accept the fact that I miss everyone so much.

I was talking to Sir last night about how I was lonely, and he convinced me into finally switching over my okcupid and fetlife to the city I actually live in. As in, the one I’ve lived in for the past year. 

So, I’m going to a munch on Monday. And tonight I’m grabbing a drink with someone. Because I’ve decided it’s finally time I let go and put down some roots here.

axman:

Photo by: Igor Gritsenko

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cabinetofdesire:

The mask is mockery. They all know who she is.

And now they all know what she is.

Squirm.

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The thing about little Red was that she was the most ferocious wolf out there.

So it would be wise not to cross her path,

because she can chew you up and spit you out.

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littlemxswitch:

five4three2one:

shessomethingsarcastic:

crunksalad:

My Daughter insisted on being “Princess Darth Vader” this year. 

THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER.

fuck yeeeah

That is THE BEST fucking costume

Mark my words, tumblr. Next year.

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Last night was nothing short of therapeutic. 

Stay classy, tumblr. 

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All right, followers. I was a bit taken aback to see an invite to a party already for the end of the month.

Therefore, it’s time to help Ivy out with what she is going as on Halloween.

herdirtylittleheart:

God damn is that a saucy look. (swoon)