“Gave me love,
gave me sick, sick love.”
leash
“I would always rather be happy than dignified.” —Charlotte Brontë, Jane Eyre.
Best. Fucking. Command.
I have a date tonight with this girl I’ve gone out with a few times over the past few weeks.
It’s been an interesting transition in the sense that I’ve known her since I first joined the scene in this city, and we’ve been kind of passing acquaintances for a while. We’ve talked at parties about mutual interests and mutual friends. Before going on dates with her, I knew she was a domme. But in January she asked me out – well, she did earlier than that, and I didn’t realize she was asking me out because I’m that awkward – and we’ve been having these weirdly chaste dates.
Which is fine. I haven’t been out wth a girl since like…2014? 2015? Too long.
“I know you’re probably like what’s this girl’s deal,” I said to her on our last date. “Considering you watched me go fuck someone at a party that I’d known for all of twelve minutes.” (I know I know I have to finish the other story with Rex BEAR WITH ME.)
Of course, I’m not obligated to put out. It was a joke. But she made me blush with her response nonetheless. “It’s fine. I can be a gentleman with you.”
That kind of bending of otherwise gendered language – calling people who identify as women Daddy, calling them gentlemen – really gets me, apparently.
So, I’m going over to her place tonight. And I’m super nervous but also pretty excited.
Guys I literally haven’t played with a girl in over a year.
Yeah, I know. It’s a travesty.
Yeah, you don’t have to tell me twice.
It’s the bow that really does it for me here.
My life has been so crazy and I’ve barely had time for much of anything, so sustained, out-of-the-bedroom kink has definitely fallen by the wayside. Looking at images like this makes me the most wanty.
I haven’t been on the other end of a leash in quite a while and this picture makes me a little achey.
Even though the idea of it is super terrifying to me, I’d love to go to a play party in this sort of situation one day.
Chantelle Fox – MFH
The venue where the play party was supposed to be last night fell through, and Sir and I got the notification that the party was cancelled halfway through getting dressed.
This was kind of a blessing. I had never met this partner before and I was a bit nervous about being thrown into a situation where we’d be semi-naked and surrounded by people fucking a little bit after meeting. I suggested we all just have a nice evening here, and we did.
Oh, and Sir and I totally co-dommed her. So that’s a story I need to tell once I have you all caught up.
ph. Highcastle
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