Sir shipped me some of my things from his place and they arrived the other day. Among them was my tail. Even though I have it here now and even though I haven’t been able to be a kitty in a while, I don’t think I would be able to do it with anybody but Sir. Which stinks, because I miss doing that stuff so much.
pet play
I just really need a day like this. It’s been a long time since I got to just let go.
Bad kitty.
They say cats domesticated themselves.
I think they got a little help.
I’m not going to lie. Halloween was a whole lot of fun, but it was really hard without him.
It’s our first Halloween apart. I know it sounds minor and silly, but Halloween is kind of our holiday. Last year, he came out and saw me. The year before, it was the first time we made ourselves public within our group of friends.
Previously, we had been sort of doing the whole secret play partners on the down-low thing. But stuff was really starting to grow between us and we’d been drinking, so we started rather blatantly making out. And so everyone was kind of like well okay I guess that’s a thing that’s been happening.
He went home with me that night and I remember waking up beside him and looking over and thinking, “shit, I’m developing serious feelings for this person.”
So, it was hard to have this one without him. I really hope it’s the last one.
I hiiiiighly recommend the full video this comes from.
It’s one of those things I only watched this past year but still consider “formative."
Boo on being a grown up.
I miss being a kitty.
I’ve decided I need a little kitty/rope bottom buddy like immediately so let’s address this issue as soon as possible.
The Story of Olga by Ellen von Unwerth