Month: July 2014

Why do you enjoy things like a set bedtime? Also, you hair looks very rebellious. Mine is like that too. Do you have any special routine for it?

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I like routines and being made to stick to them. It makes me feel cared for if I think that someone is taking the time to manage me. Also, I’m a huge control freak, so giving someone else control of my schedule is super hot to me because it allows me to relinquish that control. 

A routine for my hair? My hair usually doesn’t look like that, I had serious bed-head in that gif and my apartment is ruled by fans with no A/C and it was a very humid day. Usually, my hair looks like this when I’m able to control it. My usual routine for it, if you’re honestly curious, is to towel-dry most of it, blowdry it, use a straightener to tame the waves a little.

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femsubdenial:

thinkivykink:

This is a little harsher than what I usually post up, but consider it an ambitious start to Topless Tuesday and a way to show a certain inquisitive follower the ballgag Sir made me.

Yum, of course, but another part of the reason I like queueing posts like this from thinkivykink is that I am pretty sure of her reaction when she sees them, days later, suddenly appearing on her dashboard. 😉

(Plus, I know there’s at least one other follower who loves ball gags, and it’s fun to think of her reactions as well.)

…. Hmm… if we wanted to make it worse even better, I’ll bet we could squirt something into that ball. A little chocolate syrup? Toothpaste? Wasabi? … Cheese Whiz? 😀 With a blindfold we could do a long scene called “Guess what drool-inducing thing we put in your gag now??”

Eugh.

I hate cheese whiz.

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Hi Ivy. I’ve been following your blog for a really long time and love reading your stories. Here is a picture of a little present that I sent to my Sir a while back. Please post it and let me know what you think 🙂

Oh my goodness! What an adorable and sexy surprise to find in my inbox! Thank you for the wonderful submission. I bet your Sir was very happy with the gift!

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It’s been entirely too long since I’ve felt totally overwhelmed.

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Literally anytime I scroll past this in my drafts, my breath catches and my heart gets all thumpy.

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Maybe there’s something a little sick about it. The fact that I gravitate to pastel colors and bridal lingerie for play parties or that I enjoy feigning innocence in the midst of doing something depraved. I like being the one sweet little outfit in a sea of leather and fishnets. I like feeling impressionable and corruptible. I like how there’s something inherently a little more perverse about an outfit like that than a mesh bodysuit.

I’ve spent a lot of time shaming myself about the stuff I’m into or finding places to draw arbitrary lines where “this” is okay and “this” isn’t. I’ve done a lot of useless work of sorting through which taboos are still acceptable and which are simply just too far. Frankly, it’s just gotten counterproductive and exhausting. 

So, yeah, I’m a little sick. But I am getting better at accepting these facets of myself. 

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Is it possible to kink on contrasts?

Because I think I do.