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Sir just introduced me to Mr. Pete, my newest porn crush, who is like if Jason Segel were a mean, tattooed dom.

Hell yeah, now you can’t unsee it, either.

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Literally anytime I scroll past this in my drafts, my breath catches and my heart gets all thumpy.

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Sasha’s still the original porn crush.

Sasha Grey for NATT&DAG by Christian Belgaux / August, 2013

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It was my first time going over the border and I was going through the usual questioning from customs. But, I was prepared. I’d memorized the address, I had my passport out and ready, I had my return ticket at hand in case he needed to see it.

“Have you been to Canada before?” he asked, checking my passport. 

I shook my head. “No, I haven’t.”

“So, how do you know your friend, then?" 

The long of it is that she was my very first follower the night I started my tumblr back in 2011 and I had no idea what I wanted from just about anything in my life. In particular, the kink stuff all had suddenly rushed into my life, coagulated into something completely indecipherable. I was starting to understand the idea that I didn’t have to hide and that I could get what I wanted, but both concepts overwhelmed me pretty equally.

And so when I found tumblrs like hers – of people off doing the things I’d thought were totally unreasonable and impossible and just functioning – I thought I’d throw myself into the fray and see what came of it. I followed a bunch of the blogs I’d been lurking around. And she followed me back.

For the better part of a week, she was my only follower, generously liking stuff while I awkwardly tried to negotiate being able to vocalize my sexuality. We exchanged asks, which turned into emails, which turned into detailed exchanges about the things we didn’t feel we wanted to elaborate about on our blogs. 

And weirdly, she started taking on the caregiver/Daddy role without either of us realizing it. She listened when stuff got bad or weird or just plain old disastrous. When I was too shy to post pictures of myself, I sent them to her first to try to practice being brave. After she’d encouraged me, I’d post them up. 

And, yeah, I had a high-functioning crush on her. But, more than that, I’d developed an honest friendship with a really admirable, open person who was on a pretty similar adventure.

Fast forward to this past summer, when I was in a tinychat with her and the topic of femme Daddies came up. Or maybe it was the fact that I wanted a Daddy? But there was some joking that had turned into a series of "but, really"s that turned into a dynamic we’d been unconsciously pantomiming already. 

I looked up at the customs officer and blushed. ”…Internet.“

He smirked. "Okay, move along.”

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So one of my awesome followers directed me over to the longer version of the video of this. It’s labelled as “Ally Kay interracial with asian guy” but I guess it’s something. (WOULD IT BE SO HARD TO CALL HIM BY HIS NAME?)

Nonetheless, some things I’ve learned:

  1. This man is named Keni Styles and he is literally the first and only Asian male pornstar working in America. WHAT.
  2. He has a really sexy voice that does stuff to me.
  3. He kind of sounds like Gordon Ramsey when he’s being strict which is hot to me so whatever.
  4. He’s super mean like almost as mean as Sir like super mean.

daddysfucktoys:

“Punishment Incorporated: Ashley” featuring Keni Styles and Ashley (pics, video)

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Sorry, folks, this week was kind of hectic.

But, I promise, updates coming soon.

In the meantime, here’s a girl I’d like to go for a walk in the woods with.

realgirlslikesex:

Rigel.

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So, Craftsmate has kind of gotten me into taking on different roles in the bedroom, which is not something I’m too terribly experienced in. But, I’ve been mostly receptive and found that a lot of it has actually turned me on. Which is the preface you need for this conversation:

Me: Hey can we do a sexy bedroom roleplay where you’re [Professor I Have An Academic Crush On]?

Me: Please.

Me: It would mean a lot to me.

Craftsmate: …

Me: So my [Academic Crush] fantasy is that I like come to your office hours.

Craftsmate: …

Me: And you’re like oh I think I need a research assistant to like read books or whatever.

Me: And I’m like oh I can read books.

Me: And you’re like great wonderful but then I like totally fuck up reading books somehow.

Me: And you’re like come here and let me spank you I am [Academic Crush].

Me: And I’m just like oh god okay, [Academic Crush].

Craftsmate: …

In other news, I have the lamest sexual fantasies ever.

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