I think I need to find myself in one of these intense, inescapable situations soon.
Month: August 2013
“People who are harder to love pose a challenge, and the challenge makes them easier to love. You’re driven to love them. People who want their love easy don’t really want love.” – Rachel Kushner, The Flamethrowers.
Cam Damage and BC
I like the idea that he could finish up, zip up his pants, straighten out his suit and then just leave her there at the hotel, tied to the bed, while he heads back to work.
I don’t think you’re gonna make it to work today, Daddy.
I came five times this afternoon.
The first was while Craftsmate was fucking me from behind, his fingers looped into my hair. My face was pushed into the pillow and my ass was tilted up into the air.
The second, third, fourth and fifth were in fairly rapid succession. After he had finished on my back and rubbed it in, Craftsmate laid down next to me. I rolled over and he shoved his fingers into my cunt, rubbing my clit hard with his thumb while he fingered my gspot.
It’s the fastest way to make me cum. He knows it. So he managed to wrench another four out me while I whined and squirmed and gasped and begged. He held me down with his free hand, teasing me about how wet I was as the time between each orgasm shortened and I was barely recovering from the fourth when the fifth hit.
When he drew his fingers out of my cunt and made me lick them, he had me curl up in his arms. Apparently, I fell right asleep, completely worn out.
So, this weekend was super fun, guys and dolls (and everything in between).
On Saturday, I met up with some friends from college and celebrated a birthday. I got to see a ton of people I normally don’t get to and had a really awesome time, which culminated in a really absurd cab ride where we had loud, sloppy, tipsy conversations that warranted leaving a generous tip for the poor driver.
At the party, I had a really frank conversation with a guy friend of mine about kink and it turns out he’s a filthy bastard in the best way possible. I may have let slip about my tumblr (not the web address but the concept). But, he was totally cool about it and promised to keep it all hush hush.
Today, I got to spend the day with Craftsmate and I was a brave girl and told him about a super secret fantasy I’ve had that I’ve never told anyone about. And he was super proud of me and we had some pretty awesome sex during/as a result, so go me.
Just one quick question. You’re nowhere near the funding goal of ‘Sweetheart’ but you’re already sending copies out? So that means you already did the work of writing it? As a prospective buyer, why should I help contribute to the $2000 when you’ve already finished it… don’t you think the claim you put for formatting expenses and wanting a laptop and planning to move to California all really… well, not that I want to be unkind, kinda bullshit then? xoxo Lorna
Standard- I’m sending copies out because I said I would send the book out when it was finished. I figured people would read it, say kind things, build some hype. I originally was just going to throw it up on amazon, but I received some suggestions for the indiegogo from people who wanted to donate more than just the $5 for the book. And, some people have. Which has been kind and wonderful and totally appreciated.
- I paid for the formatting expenses ahead of time, I listed them in terms of reimbursement and being transparent about what I’ve put into this book.
- CALIFORNIA? Where did I ever say California? California is MUCH more than 500 miles away from where I live (and I never said I was moving West). The Ivy League is on the East Coast. The East and West coasts of the United States are over 3000 miles apart. I am not moving to California.
So I’m not sure what you think is bullshit. I was transparent with people about the laptop because, yeah, I wrote most of Sweetheart on a fucking cell phone. And I think it turned out damn good regardless.
I have a flexible funding goal because I don’t *need* to make 2000 off of Sweetheart to consider what I’ve done a success. I included the laptop to tell people what I’d be putting the money to after I’d raised enough to reimburse myself for the expenses (which I have already, so I guess crowdfunding mission accomplished?). I’m proud of myself for being dedicated to this project, for doing something I’ve kind of wanted to do for a while, for being brave enough to really put myself out there and for, yeah, writing the thing on a goddamn cell phone.
So there’s the answer to your “one quick question” (I counted three). I’m not sure what you consider bullshit. I thought releasing the book early only legitimized the project more. I think it’s a *good thing* I crowdfunded for something I had “already did the work” of writing as opposed to making people throw money at something that was just an idea, which I thought would make it seem like a better investment. I had been working on Sweetheart since May and I launched the indiegogo in July when I had enough of the book to be sure I could a) make the release date and b) keep my promises.
Once the indiegogo is over, I’m throwing Sweetheart up on amazon as per my original plan.
I can’t help but wonder if packing like this will get me a discount on moving my stuff.
Hehe, some more of these and some for all of you.
StandardBrightswitch’s questions:
1- What song is stuck in your head?
Some awful song they were playing at the gym yesterday. I don’t have a substantial enough recall of the lyrics to be able to google it and get the damn thing out of my head.
2- Favorite kinky toy?
I like my n-joy buttplug a whole lot. It was a present from the thief and I love wearing it.
3- If you were given super powers what would you do with them?
Make my move a lot easier, have my relationship not turn into a long-distance one in a few weeks, infinite pizza?
4- Do you keep track/scoreboard of “Best sexy times”?
Does my tumblr count?
5- How old were you the first time you had GOOD sex?
22.
6- When did you realize you were kinky?
Remember that cartoon where Minnie Mouse got kidnapped by a gorilla? And the gorilla somehow knew to tie knots? Yeah, when I saw that.
7- What’s your favorite petname?
I’ve got a bunch. I like when Craftsmate calls me “kitty.“ Somebody else called me “peppercorn” earlier today and that made me smile, too.
8- Favorite Shakespeare?
Twelfth Night.
9- Favorite Musical?
Hard to choose. Maybe Chicago?
10- How do you deal with jealousy?
Communication and honesty and saying all the hard stuff. Reassuring myself that I’m not just easily replaceable usually has to happen, too, but I’ve gotten better about that.
11- What do you need to fall asleep?
A tall glass of water and a bedtime story doesn’t hurt.
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Here are mine. I’m not tagging anybody because anyone is welcome to answer them. Just send me a message when you do in case I miss it.
- What’s the best sound/moan/thing you’ve heard a partner say during sex?
- On a typical day, how long do you take to get ready in the morning?
- Do you collect anything?
- Is there any celebrity/public figure you’re ashamed to admit you find sexually appealing?
- What’s the key to your heart and/or your pants?
- Share a gif that you find really hot.
- Fisting: Okay or no way?
- Is there a hobby you wish you had some more time to pick up?
- Do you have something you wish you could tell yourself two years ago this time?
- What does your tumblr URL mean?
- Name the last thing you put inside of you.
Her boyfriend had told her it would be fun. A bit of kinky fun to spice up the bedroom, and she had, after a while, agreed. This picture was taken as she met her new, lesbian “friends". Never before having any inclination to experiment with women, she sobbed, her betrayal and fear getting the better of her. Little did she know at the time though how much she would end up loving it all.