I hate sounding like a unicorn-hunter because I know firsthand that whole practice can be so problematic but gah what do I have to do to have one evening or a whole series of evenings or an ongoing dynamic like this with Sir and another girl?
Month: October 2014
I have never been made to do this. I don’t think I’d care for it.
I have been. It was one of the first super-serious D/s punishments I ever received. I was starting to get an inkling that I wanted the kind of kink that wasn’t just silly and playful, but this was a little too much too fast.
Starting off the week right with some lingerie I’m seriously coveting right now.
Ugh, if only.
Sacha Kimmes x
have you and sir ever actually seen each other have sex with other partners (besides that threesome with sg)?
StandardNo, not full-blown sex, just “play.” Being long distance means a lot of our extracurricular exploits are just that: extracurricular.
It like almost maybe was about to maybe happen in September but it got cut short by somebody going to the hospital yeah I’ll tell that story soon I promise it wasn’t that awful and is just kind of a funny story and mostly a really good learning experience.
Can we discuss that I was just looking through my drafts/submissions for a pizza pic (I have multitudes) but then herdirtylittleheart just submitted this one as if summoned?
The rest of my day after apple picking involved me going to a party for a friend of mine who just had one of those amazing life milestones that makes you think either he’s too good at this or that everyone else is just moving too slow at the whole adulting thing. While I was there, I ran into the guy from last night who saw me out with one of my partners and managed to clear it up without outing myself.
This then turned into lots of champagne for both my friend and for managing to get away with this, some celebratory pizza, and a nap at like 8 PM facedown on my floor.
So, ah, I’m clearly adulting just as well, thank you.
So much love in one picture.
Is that me?
I think that’s me.
eats you out but as a friend
Standard
Current status.
(I lead a charmed life, tumblr.)
Someone who I don’t feel like I owe the whole “I’m non-monogamous” explanation to caught me out with one of my partners last night.
This is something I’ve worried about for a while.
My anxiety is totally triggered over it because I hardly want it getting around my program that I’m cheating on my boyfriend or whatever. I don’t feel like I owe this person, who isn’t even my friend, an explanation. Or some of the other people that he might tell because he’s kind of a piece of shit.
So, ugh. Poly problems.
I have this fantasy a lot.
He takes a pretty girl out on a nice date and makes me wait at home. I’m allowed to touch myself when I’m home alone, but I’m not allowed to cum.
He tells me to expect them back at a certain time, but they come back about two hours late, laughing and enjoying each other. She pauses a bit when she sees me sitting on the stairs, but he just eases her down to her knees and tells her not to give me a second thought.
At first, she’s hesitant. But eventually her ego inflates, watching me sit there and squirm, and by the time they’re heading up the stairs, she yanks my hair and drags me along behind her. Or just kicks me over with her heel. Or just gives me a snide look.
I put his condom on him so he can fuck her. I get her wet for him. I sit on the side and whine and pout while he uses her the way I like to be. When he’s finished, I clean her off with my tongue. And then I’m sent to the corner to curl up and try to sleep while the two of them share the bed and laugh about how pathetic I am.
I don’t know, tumblr. I guess I’m a little messed up.
I like feeling pretty and delicate and utterly corruptible.