Craftsmate says when I move, he’s going to have me install google latitude on my phone.
“What’s that?” I asked.
“It tracks your GPS location with people you share it with,” he explained. “I get to look at your little blue dot on a pretty map.”
He knows, however much I hate it, I like the idea of being observed that way. One-way glass turns me on. Being watched makes me squirm a little bit.
“Too bad I can’t have a camera follow you around.”
“I do miss you; I think of you: I have a million things, not so much to say, as to sink into you,” – Virginia Woolf.
-Painting my toenails
-Cuddles
-Food made for me or ordered
-Kisses
-being told I’m beautiful and I’M THE GREATEST MUTHA FUCKING SUB ALIVE AND THERE IS NO ONE THAT CAN COMPARE.
you know the little things.
The camera pans around her, allowing the viewers to linger on her naked, taut body. Kidnapped for the pleasure of everyone watching online, she will find no mercy here. The muffled screams are heard only by the viewers of this cruel display.
Unable to move her limbs or move the unforgiving vibrator away at all, her only ability is to shudder and clench every muscle, feeling every orgasm tear her further away from the hope of release.
Left alone with the automated camera, there is no sign of compassion for her to cling to, and even if there is any mercy in the viewers, it is not being shown, as the chime of another donation being sent to the website is heard.
The sound delights the viewers, who all know exactly what it means. Each donation adds more time onto how long the girl will be kept like this, how much longer she will suffer the vibrators wraith.
She has no idea how much longer it will last.
Again, another donation… another hour of torment….
…It will be a long, long night.
Craftsmate saw this a coule of months and suggested that this is maybe how his Sweetheart could earn some allowance.
But little girls don’t earn allowance, silly. They just get it for being sweet, pretty little girls.
“I knew it like destiny, and at the same time, I knew it as choice.” – Jeanette Winterson, Lighthousekeeping.
Okay, guy, so why do you feel like you want/need/deserve to settle down with a “pure” woman? I’m genuinely listening. “Oh, it’s because sluts are gross.” Too vague. Do better. “Well, their vaginas are real stretched out and big.” No. “Ummmmm, they probably have a bunch of diseases?” Easy fix! Setting aside the fact that plenty of women contract STIs from monogamous partners or during “safe sex,” it sounds like your real problem here is with illness, not sex. So I assume you’d be fine dating a promiscuous woman who practiced safe sex and happened to be STI-free? “No, because I want a girl who’s traditional and family-oriented.” Having sex doesn’t mean you don’t want to have a family. It just means that you want to have sex. “Yeah, but a slut is more likely to cheat on me.” Really? Then why do couples in the Bible Belt have such a high divorce rate? “The devil, I guess?” NOPE. “I just can’t stand the thought of her getting fucked by all those other guys.” So you’re about to have sex with a woman you’re attracted to, you really want to have sex with her, but all you can think about is her getting pounded by tons and tons of dicks? That sounds like an entirely different issue. “No! I just mean that I struggle with the same powerlessness and insecurity that all human beings do, so as a coping mechanism I take advantage of our culture’s patriarchal power structure and exorcize my feelings of worthlessness by perpetuating shame-based proprietary attitudes over women’s bodies. Basically I’m obsessed with controlling women’s lives because I can’t control my own.” Oh, honey. I know.
Hehehehehe.
So, if you pre-ordered it, check your emails around that time for my e-book, mofos.
And if you still want to order it, hit up the indiegogo. You can through August 25.
Samples of it here.
