ivy update

So, I am going to be writing more sexy prose on this tumblr than sexy memoir/personal experience. This is basically how it’s been going on here, but the personal content will be cut down.

I have decided to withdraw myself from the hookup scene for a little while. While I once found this aspect of my sexuality very freeing, it is right now not serving me the way it used to. This year has been rough for me. Some very close people to me have passed away, some issues have come up in my family, some relationships have been broken off or been strained and my academics are becoming incredibly difficult. While I am managing academically just fine, personally I have been under some duress. I do not want to be using my sexuality as a coping mechanism. It’s not healthy and it honestly ruins the experience.

Moreover, I have been debating some aspects of my relationship with the Southern Gentleman and how they are panning out. The issues are not of the nature of the material on this tumblr, so I will not be discussing them here. I am unsure if I want to continue a physical relationship with him.

However, I have left off of this tumblr the fact that I am owned. (Surpriseeee). Well, not entirely. There’s a lot of subtle hints, interactions, etc. We are not each others’ primaries, but I consider the relationship to be fairly healthy and admire him greatly as a friend and confidante. He has been incredibly supportive, flexible and kind through what has been going on. I may start to go a bit more into detail on my relationship with him on here. But, please don’t hold me to that.

With this in mind, I hope you’ll all still stick around. You’ll be getting most of the regularly broadcasted stuff, I promise. You’ve all really been supportive of me and, as I come up on the one-year anniversary of this tumblr, I am so grateful to have all of you here.

<3, Ivy

Ivy Update:

I’m down to my last week here.

While I am very excited to see my friends and family again, I am going to miss this place like crazy. I have had so many amazing experiences and I am trying to work out a way to come back here next summer, possibly for research purposes. The women I worked with were so inspirational and I had some really amazing opportunities and experiences that I never dreamed in a thousand years would be available to me.

Yes, sometimes it got dangerous and uncomfortable. But, no, I would not do anything differently (okay, okay, maybe a few things). I am so grateful to all the people who stuck around to follow me and for all the people who jumped on during my hiatus (there are more than a hundred of you, oh my gosh).

I’ll be back to my normal smut quota soon. See you all in a week.

<3, Ivy

Ivy Update:

Dearest Tumblr,

Thank you for all the kind messages in regard to my recent car story update and the general ones I’ve been getting asking if my trip is going well. I’ve tried to get back to all of you and I suppose I owe you a general update. I’m safe, I’m happy, I’m having the time of my life.

Last night, I found my gspot while masturbating. For real. I wound up having entirely too many orgasms while it started to pour buckets of rain onto my roof. There’s something really amazing about cumming to that sound. When the rains come here, they’re terribly heavy and they hit my roof in such a way that I cannot hear anyone speak over it when they’re in my apartment.

Afterwards, I cracked open a beer, pulled on my frat’s zip-up over my trembling, blissed-out self, and laid out on my bed to listen to the rain until I fell asleep.

Thank you for keeping up and expressing interest. You’re a lovely bunch.

<3, Ivy