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This year’s May Day festivities kicked off with a pleasant romp around the maypole. 

(PS. The ferocious-looking dark-haired woman shows up a ton in photos on this site. If anyone knows her name, please please pop it in my askbox. I dig ‘er.)

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He brought me flowers when he came to see me on Valentine’s Day. I insisted upon cutting them myself before putting them in water. When I was younger, one of my close relatives was a florist and I absolutely relished taking the time to cut the flowers the way I had been taught: with scissors, on an angle.

He sat down at my desk while I stood, working at cutting each end smoothly. As I picked up maybe the fourth flower, I felt his hand trace up the inside of one of my thighs, barely even grazing the skin. I looked over my shoulder at him, but he just nodded for me to keep going. 

I continued to cut the flowers, having to pause every few seconds as his hands continued to wander over my body to give a light shiver. I felt my trembles building as he went down my arms, up my legs, over my stomach, never once touching anything remotely erogenous but getting me fired up all the same.

He started to remove my clothing, causing me to pause between flowers to lift my arms and my feet. Now nude save for my panties, my body was even more receptive to his touch. I slammed my hands down on the desk when his finger traced over the line of my slit through my panties, gasping audibly. I couldn’t remember a time I had been this worked up from just having my skin touched, but there was something about the quality of his hands that made just one sweep over my sex near electric, practically orgasmic.

“Hm?” I could hear his smirk, “what’s wrong?” He pulled the panties to one side and ran his finger over my slit once more. I probably died about six times. “You’re soaked. Now how is that?” He spread my lips with his fingers and chuckled, “I haven’t even touched you here much until now. And still you’re wet. Explain to me why that is.”

My cheeks reddened and I shook my head, “I…I don’t know.” I practically screamed when he flicked his thumb over my clit. He just laughed.

“Finish the flowers,” he ordered and went back to running his hands over my legs. I pouted and picked the scissors back up. The back and forth continued for a few more minutes. I would get too overwhelmed and drop everything, he’d tease me and make me pick it back up. 

I finally filled the vase and went to put the scissors away when he started to rub my clit. I froze before setting the scissors back on the table, dipping my head back and letting out a gratified moan. He pulled me into him, tracing slow circles over my clit. “Look at you,” he teased, “all I have to do is rub your clit and everything else just fades away. That’s all that matters to your little one-track mind. What a simple little whore.”

I cried out as he sped up the circles and he just laughed. “Can’t even argue, can you? Thoughtless little girl.” Suddenly, he stopped and pushed me forward. I stumbled toward the middle of the room and looked back to him. My legs were threatening to give way. I could feel my thighs soaked with myself. My hands were shaking.

“Take off my shoes,” he ordered. “Take off my shoes and set them aside.” I sank to my knees and crawled over to him. I untied one after the other, tugging them off and setting them down side by side before looking up at him expectantly. It was always shocking to me how docile I could become from being reduced to some moaning, bucking creature. 

We continued on this way. I removed his shirt, his pants, everything before I was brought over to the bed. I was his simple little whore. I had that one-track mind. I was focused only on pleasing him. And in this way, I was undeniably content.

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You know you’re kinky when a common disagreement in your relationships is which color of bondage tape to purchase.

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I’ll admit it. Sometimes I get curious.

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I love when someone can sum up a universal feeling in a clever kind of figurative way. 

bendingsubmission:

She wanted some discipline.

One person to tell her no.

Until she said yes.

To everything.

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Preach, sister.

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The word passion comes from the Latin stem pati, which means to suffer and to endure. This was, of course, grounded in a very deep suffering on a religious level, but I don’t want to get into that right now.

What I’m more interested is how we use it now. Crimes of passion. Passionate love. Passionate sex. We simply throw this term around without even realizing what we’re implying. Crimes of suffering. Suffering love. Suffering sex. 

I feel as if we don’t want to suffer. We don’t want to endure. And rather than seeing love as a means of suffering, we see it as an end to suffering. Which, in my opinion, it is not at all.

I don’t mean to say here that suffering is a bad thing. It’s not. Suffering is a human trait. It’s not necessarily being crucified or tortured or oppressed. It’s not even necessarily a bad feeling. It’s more of just this constant tug that drags us from room to room in life, the constant nagging that keeps humanity yearning, the innate tortured aspect of the human condition that allows us to feel so broken that we need someone or something to share and halve it. “You shall love your crooked neighbor with your crooked heart,” says Auden. 

Love is suffering. Suffering is love. It seems we always talk about love as this very comfortable thing. And I mean love on all counts. Familial, religious, romantic, platonic, etc. Love is not benign. Love is not the solution. Love does not suddenly calm the storm, save the damsel, and feed the hungry. 

And I think that’s why we get so shocked when love is not so simple and when we can’t just be like, “well, we’re here” and then just sort of close the book on the whole thing. Love doesn’t want to handle us lightly, it would drop-kick us to our knees whenever it had the chance. Love is this wild and crazy creature that is this embodiment of our suffering. So, no wonder love is passionate. Sex, too. 

I think that’s part of the reason why I love BDSM so much. Aside from the trust, the control and the pleasure aspects of it, it’s an incredibly powerful physical manifestation of our passion, our suffering. The entire process is one of endurance. From enduring the suffering, you experience the pleasure. That’s a hell of a lost of passion there.

I’ll cut this little rant off right here before I just ramble on forever. But, God, language is mind-blowing. 

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Normally Sexy Porn Ruined By The Weird Or Inappropriate Or Nonsensical Setting Day: Be Kind, Rewind.

Sharing? Damn sexy. The expression on her face? Damn sexy. The locale? Umm. The guy in the background? Oh, not again. 

But, see, this time, it’s not even the peeping Tom’s fault. He’s just incidentally there, not really doing any of the disturbing at all. No, this stems from the fact that this takes place in a business that stocks everything from Little Miss Sunshine to Babe, Pig in the City. We’re talking somewhere that you can buy little bags of cheetos from staff who wishes they were literally loitering anywhere else.

And I can’t help but imagine this asshole is saying, “Okay, sure, I mean, I’ll grab her tits for ya. But, I’ve really got to be honest. You’ve had Madea’s Family Reunion out an extra month and it’s really going to cost ya.”

I’m all for a little degradation. But, for heaven’s sake, a video store? Public Disgrace, I put up with you when my most recent dom liked you. I handled the fact that you take women to some really freaking weird spots to do the stuff you do. And, yes, I’ll admit it, I found a ton of your shoots to be really sexy. But a video store? 

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Normally Sexy Porn Ruined By The Weird Or Inappropriate Or Nonsensical Setting Day: Teenage Wastelaaaand.

Male submission isn’t really a sexy button-pusher for me. But, hey, at first glance, it doesn’t seem quite bad for people into that stuff. I mean, it’s just a row of portapotties, right? Okay, sure, not horrible. Until you think where these things usually are.

Cue the bad music from bands you’ll never hear of again. Cue your friend throwing up after her first beer. Cue the bikini-top shaped sunburn that stings like a mother when you finally give into that “free hugs” guy and he claps you on the back. Cue getting elbowed in the face. Cue getting elbowed in the face again. Cue the teenage promoters for college radio stations, PETA, and obscure record labels whose pamphlets only serve as surrogate toilet paper when the real stuff runs out in the first five minutes. 

And now cue the couple walking past the portapotties, which we all know have a line to that guy selling hotdogs for fifteen bucks a pop across the grounds. Cue the moshers that trip over them. But, hey, at least his dom was nice enough to grant him the privilege of wearing socks. 

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Not a sound, slut. Or I’ll just stop right now and you can wait another month.