“Don’t let the monsters get me, ‘kay?”
Month: January 2014
I’d love to skype sometime. :)
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oh, lots and lots of reasons that basically amount to anxiety and an inability to trust. I meant it as a compliment for you though lol, that you’re one of my favorite jealousy blogs, not to start my own pity party. Its really awesome how things are working out for you and I look forward to hearing more of your adventures
StandardWell, thank you.
And, hey, years ago I had all that and I used to read and envy tumblrs like crazy, and I’ve still got that anxiety.
So, nothing’s forever. Maybe I’ll be reading some of your adventures soon. 🙂
oh boy, time for me to live vicariously through a story about you being brave in ways I want to but never could
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This reminds me of someone who can probably come up with a significantly better caption for this than I.
The vitals monitor on your wrist indicates that you are frightened, and I can think of a number of reasons why that might be. You are here increasingly against your will but cannot effect any articulate protest: that might be one. You don’t even know where “here” is, for that matter. You have been stripped and strapped down, only able to move your hips and thighs when I adjust these stirrups. Oh, and you’ve just felt the speculum slide inside you to open you up for my inspection.
Cold, isn’t it? Poor thing. Let’s apply a little clit stim to distract you.
There. Now, as I was saying: those things really shouldn’t be at the top of your list of concerns. (Sensitive there, aren’t you? Interesting.) What should concern you is the blindfold—not the fact that you can’t see, but the fact that those two patches each fit perfectly over one of your eyes. The fact that this collar is sized just so to the length of your neck. The ball gag, and the way it fits into your mouth with no gap.
These straps were made just for you, girl. You’ve been watched. Stalked. Measured. Certainly, they can tighten—but that’s for control, not fit. This bondage is bespoke. And now, with you wide open and helpless on my table, I’m going to take one final measurement for my records.
Don’t worry. I promise, it won’t hurt a bit.
Oh. My god.
I like this ropework a lot.
I love simple stuff that keeps me basically immobile, things I can just squirm in.
what im saying is that bisexuals, pansexual, and asexuals should all join together so we can be in the fictitious trifecta. enough people will say we’re not real and we’ll all converge together in a massive, fierce mass only spoken of in myth. dont come near us or you too will cease to exist
Overwhelmed, Part One
There was this moment, in the middle of eating lunch with Sir and the Southern Gentleman, that I actually acknowledged what we were going to do when we got back to Sir’s place. It was odd, we were at this point of sort of actual comfort and contrived conversation. Like, yes, let’s discuss how good American Hustle was. No, let’s not talk about how I’m getting spit-roasted in roughly an hour.
When we got back to Sir’s place, he told me to go get changed and I disappeared into his bedroom. As I slipped out of my clothing, I could hear them talking and laughing in the living room. I was wearing something that I can’t really describe as much beyond a lacey, bowed, mesh, thonged leotard (photo for reference), a pair of fishnet thigh-highs and a pair of black pumps. The heels were just a little too big for me, and so when I walked out into the living room, I stumbled a bit.
Sir’s living room has these tall windows and I told him that morning that I was feeling a little brave and I wanted them open for this. I figured not too many people would be able to really tell what was going on, especially with the futon being so low to the ground.
The corners of Sir’s lips turned up in a smirk, but he tried to stay nonchalant. He gestured to the futon, which was already folded down. “Go sit.” He and SG were drinking whiskey. An effort, perhaps, to continue to carry off the whole casual thing.
I moved over to the futon and sat down. At first, I really couldn’t look at them, I was too nervous. But when I got up the nerve, I saw that while Sir had managed to look unconcerned, SG’s eyes were darting over to me every few seconds. I couldn’t help but smile.
“Sweetheart,” Sir said, “spread your legs, would you?”
I blushed and looked away once more as I moved my knees apart, and they continued to talk.
men dislike skinny jeans because they ‘want something left to their imaginations’
women retreat into the earth to form a shining utopian society, never to be seen again
men wander the surface alone, left only with their imaginations
Red and yellow please :)
StandardRed (seven insecurities – gee thanks): That sometimes I am too loud, that I am very short, that I unintentionally come across as condescending, that I unintentionally come across as vain, that my body is this that or the other thing, that people will think I am full of shit, and that I am offensive or insensitive.
Yellow (five turn-ons): Confidence, intelligence, banter, ambition and assertiveness (not to be confused with being a douche.)