We call that Tuesday around these parts.
Month: March 2011
A continuation of the centerpiece fantasy, even if she isn’t on a table. (She’s still decorative, so sue me.) Now blended with one of my favorite moves, the face grab-lean in-taunt. I live in such a beautiful world.
Woooah. Just noticed the person below her as I was posting. I was too absorbed in the other good stuff going on, clearly.
Fuck. I miss him.
StandardWe just had a pretty frank conversation with each other. I know I talk way too much about us, but I’m at this awful tipping point and I just don’t know what’s happening. We miss each other. We love each other. And that really, really sucks. Seriously.
Because, facts upon facts, we can’t make it work right now. And it would easier to be like “oh, blah, you weren’t worth my time”. But it’s hard to shake the fact that I feel like maybe it was worth some more effort.
And he’s saying stuff like “I’ll probably always regret ending this” and he keeps blaming himself for all this and I really don’t know what to do with myself. Because I can’t let go of people. I can’t. It’s like a clinical sickness that we’ve failed to place in the DSM IV.
I’m sorry I’ve strayed away from the sexiness and playfulness that I was trying to achieve with this tumblr. But, ugh, this all came about and I just can’t figure out what I want to do with myself. Part of me is like “oh, goodie, freedom” and part of me is having such a huge problem with figuring out what the hell to do with myself.
I know I’ve been very light about the whole situation in the past. Even when I mentioned the negative about it, I tried to stay positive. But, God, it’s getting so difficult and neither of us are handling it very well at all.
Sorry for the rambling. Seriously. Feel free to skip this sucker over.
A celebration of one of my favorite moves: The face grab-lean in-taunt.
I’ve been a huge fan of Adele ever since 19 came out and just the power in her voice when she sang “Hometown Glory” brought me to tears. Because, let’s be honest, the gal has pipes. And a shitton of soul. My friend was playing this song in her room a few months ago and I was like, “oh my gosh, it’s Adele.” And I’ve been kind of hooked now for a while.
This video is just so beautiful. Because the song itself takes something so transcendent and manages to hit it without even being remotely cliche. And then this video does the same way. It’s sexual in a really subtle way. It’s harsh without being overtly so. It’s just got that beautiful voice, that soul, that visceral understanding of emotion.
I’m glad she’s getting a lot more popular than she was in her 19 days. Apparently, she’s always been a huge deal around the UK, but we all know the United States has a huge amount of trouble accepting a curvy girl who is pretty unapologetic about being so. And, I don’t know, it’s pretty awesome to see someone respected on the basis of talent.
Gosh, I’ve been doing a lot of ranting lately.
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Being a human centerpiece and having to lie there all quietly and be well-behaved while all the guests socialized and enjoyed themselves and endure whatever they did to me was one of my earliest fantasies. As I matured, it got a lot more mature, until it finally flowered into something very similar to this.
Daddy said I was welcome to come to beer with the boys but he had a few conditions….
Somehow, I’ve managed to strain a muscle in my neck. And not even as a result of anything fun or naughty. So, I’ve been kind of like this all day today. Only, my pouty naps are a lot less sexy than hers.
I love sucking balls more than I love sucking cock. There’s this wonderful sensation that you get when you really bury your face in them and it’s just your whole world.
Such a lazy afternoon picture. Hungry bodies, soft caresses, urgency. I like the angelic look on her face, and the way he has his hand in her panties.
This. Soon.
Shut up, control yourself, and let me enjoy.
They couldn’t even make it inside. He could see how badly she needed it. He made her sit and beg for it like a sweet girl. He made her thank him for being so, so generous when he finally stroked that aching, needy pussy through her panties.
He teased. “Does that make you feel good, pet?” He asked it over her moans, her desperate, tremulous “thank you, sir"s, her ragged breaths. "Does somebody need to cum?” He wondered as she bucked against his hand.
With that, he lifted his hand and made her thank him for the attention, leaving her on the shivering brink. He’d teach her manners, no matter how many times he would have to deny her.
Yes. We’re really doing a disservice to young men by not showing this video, or something similar, or just even talking about the stuff in this video, in Health/Life Skills/Family Life education.
There is this horrible, horrible emphasis on masculinity and a terrible trend of type-casting in the media that has bled into the behaviors of men today. It’s incredibly frustrating for women, who have to constantly emphasize that they don’t like the macho, harsh image that is put on, and also seriously dangerous. For men, I can only imagine that incredible duality that they must feel with such a pressure on the idea of a dichotomy of either being macho or being weak. There’s serious, serious strength in what we today call “weakness”.
I find men who are able to portray their emotions honestly and not put up a front incredibly, incredibly sexy. The kind of sexy the media thinks men should be when they’re macho. And it’s basically a dealbreaker for me if a man can’t cry in front of me, talk out his feelings, and mediate peacefully, even when he is angry.
While I mention a lot on my blog about spanking, smacking, domination, etc, this is a purely consensual thing and once the scene ends, the behavior ends. And if I’m uncomfortable with the behavior, it gets dismissed without question. BDSM is a safe, sane, and consensual process, not a form of abuse. By the same token, abuse cannot be mistaken for something “sexy” or “fun” or something she “actually wants”.
Thanks for sharing the video. I’m all pumped and now I want to write my Congressman or something.
Okay boys and girls and everything in between. Homework time. This is ‘Tough Guise’ by Jackson Katz. When I think of him the word ‘progressive’ comes to mind.
This documentary was a real eye opener for me. I think it should be mandatory viewing in high school. It’s only 7 minutes long, and I’d love to hear what you thought about it. Click here to tell me.
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