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“She makes me feel like a dirty old pervert and a romantic, both at the same time.”

I don’t know, just something about that grabs me tonight. It’s just sort of how it’s done. And it emphasizes all those dichotomies present in this lifestyle.

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I made her wear the same knickers all day. I made her keep them on while I played with her or talked dirty, and she got more and more wet. The knickers were black. I knew by the end of the day that they would be well soiled, showing the evidence of what a little slut she is, how she can’t stop being wet all day long. She said by night-time that they were ‘disgusting’. Good, I said. That’s just what I want.

She’s sealing them tight in a plastic bag and sending them to me. I can’t wait for them to arrive. I’ll put them to my nose and inhale the scent of her. I’ll keep them wrapped up tight, hoping it will last for ever, though I know it won’t.

She makes me feel like a dirty old pervert and a romantic, both at the same time. It’s a very good feeling. I think she’s wonderful.

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Tonight, it’s just you and me, you beautiful creature.

And I guess Betty. 

Groan.

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Sometimes, things just feel a little more difficult. Feelings catch up with you. Sometimes, I feel like I’m not moving anywhere, if not just backwards. It just, I don’t know, stinks.

And it’s hard when most people in my life can’t relate or don’t understand. And I don’t want to have to sit there and say, “this feels bad because of this." 

And it’s even harder when the people who do understand have some sort of stake in it. Or it’s just tempting to let other people fix the problem. Or overwrite the problem with other people.

Sigh. I don’t know, tumblr. I guess I just have a lot of feelings tonight.

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“I looked at his eyes. I was thinking: they are bluer than the sea. 
But then the sea is not blue at all, is it?” – Judy Budnitz, If I Told You Once.

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“Do matching undergarments actually matter to men as much as we’re told?” I asked SG one morning with completely mismatched underwear on. It wasn’t entirely my fault, I couldn’t find a matching color for either item and figured they went well enough together to pull them off as a ‘set’. Satisfied, I went to pull my sweater over my head.

He watched me as I dressed. “Oh, yep, definitely.”

“Oh, for God’s sake,” I groaned and went to pull my sweater off.

“No, no,” he sat up when I had it halfway over my head, “it’s fine since I’ve already seen you and know what’s under there.” He reached out and pulled me closer to him by the hip.

I chuckled, “so, it’s all about being surprised, then?” I lowered my sweater back down over my stomach and straightened it out.

“Yeah, basically,” he hooked his fingers into the waistband of my panties.

I huffed. “Well, my bra and panties matched last night.”

“I know,” he confirmed as he pulled me closer, “and it was a nice surprise.”

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Sunset undressing.

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Hey, Dacry

See that hand coming out from the left? 

Gets you thinking, right?

I think we need to find ourselves a new friend.

<3, Ivy

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Ellen Von Unwerth

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I can be worshipful. I can put you up on an altar. I can make it about you, just you, just what you are to me and what you do to me and what you want from me.

Because you worship me, too. Not in a servile way. But when you make me yours, it’s worship. The way you touch me is worship. The second you hold my cheek after you’ve smacked it, the way your fingers find their way into my mouth from there, it’s praise for what I’ve allowed you to do. It’s due to the awe within you that I’ve inspired from enjoying it.

Let’s offer ourselves to each other. Let’s reduce ourselves to supplication. I want you to make me feel holy.

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Please.

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Dear Ms. Lemon,

Getting your email this morning was super sad. And then seeing everyone discuss how much they missed you already on my dash was even sadder. But, sort of happy, I suppose, in the sense that you made so many people smile.

Wow this just started sounding like a eulogy.

You’ll be missed on here, lovely lady.

Ivy