“I wish you wouldn’t hit me so hard,” I whined. “I need to build my tolerance back up.”
“Baby,” Pup said. “How do you think you build a tolerance?”
rope
She just absolutely needs the blindfold, she says. Nothing else makes her quite so brave.
Oh my gosh. Absolutely.
Credits:
model: Tamasina Binsan
foto: Ksyusha Sazanovich
shibari: Maksim Kalakhari
Really into this aesthetic.
“Beauty spins and the mind moves. To catch beauty would be to understand how that impertinent stability in vertigo is possible. But no, delight need not reach so far. To be running breathlessly, but not yet arrived, is itself delightful, a suspended moment of living hope.” – Anne Carson, Eros the Bittersweet.
The other night, Pup tied my wrists with rope, secured them to the headboard, and proceeded to fuck me with my knees bent up to my chest.
The knots were rather loose. So when we finished and Pup said goodnight, turned off the bedside lamp and rolled over without untying me, I wasn’t remotely worried about not being able to get out. But I decided to pursue it. “Hey,” I pouted.
“Yep?”
“You’re going to leave me this way?” I asked.
Pup snorted. “You could get out of that in a minute or two. I’ve seen you get out of much worse.”
“Yeah, but…”
“Do you want me to let you out, then?” Pup asked.
“No, but…”
“Damn it, woman,” Pup joked. “Make up your mind.”
I hesitated. I didn’t want him to let me out, but I didn’t want him to admit it would be so easy to get out. I guess I wanted him to gloat about it, maybe? But it’s weirdly hard for me to communicate the whole “I want to adamantly pout and say no even though I’m really enjoying this” thing.
Which I think might tie in with the fact that I struggle to ask for what I want and just end up hoping that my partner will just, you know, guess completely accurately. Which is incredibly unsustainable, I know, but sometimes I’m just entirely too shy or embarrassed to articulate what I really want.
Rigging: GR3ND3L
Model: GR3ND3L and anonymous
January 2015
So a friend of mine once wore a mask like the one the rigger is wearing but for like shits and giggles at a [vanilla] party.
This is a person I’ve never really thought that way about ever but suddenly he’s up here in this mask and these pants that made his ass look great and showed off how powerful his legs were and, welp.
And I was just hanging out like WELP I GUESS I’M THE ONLY ONE SUDDENLY UNREASONABLY HORNY HERE GOOD TO KNOW.
Photo by Kai Warszus
Half-jokingly told Pup that I wanted to be gang-banged for Christmas and now he’s like considering planning that and ahhhhhhhhh.
Pup’s been training his dog to learn some new tricks. The other day he said his dog was responding well to some obedience stuff and I jokingly asked, “gonna use that on me sometime?”
Pup nodded. “Yep.”
So maybe my favorite sensation is being completely overwhelmed.