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smolbay:

Why weren’t you there? Why can’t you do one single thing you say you’re gonna do? You act like you want me to come see you, but you don’t know how to have me here. You don’t know how to deal with it, you don’t know how to even have a conversation with me.

I’ve confessedly never watched Girls. I’m terrible, I know.

I had dinner with a friend last night and opened up about some stuff that’s been on my mind, so she did kind of the tritest thing ever and referenced this episode.

I’m a masochist so I looked up this gifset because I couldn’t bring myself to actually watch it. Ugh.

Whatever.

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I went out on Saturday night with some friends and bumped into that guy from my frat. The whole night he was pursuing me to the point that he even had to awkwardly acknowledge it himself. He was pulling a lot of the moves that I have sort of become familiar with and I was actually kind of amused about the whole thing.

If you recall, I had a little weird drama with him over the formal and kind of mentioned that something else had happened in a post I forgot to label and I’m too lazy to look for. But, the reasons I provided in the posts were not the reasons I was upset with him. Simply put: he did show up. With his girlfriend from home. Who looked a lot like me.

And then tried to hang around my friends and I like it was nothing. After that, he acted like nothing had happened. And when I started getting with Switch, his teammate, that guy from my frat got a little awkward with me and we just never even spoke about it because I was of the position that I was done with him.

When it first happened, I didn’t want to write on tumblr about it because I was, honestly, a little hurt. I imagine she sort of blew into town and he had to quickly sort of cover his tracks. Honestly, though, he could have just been honest with me and I would have respected the situation. But the whole thing was ridiculous and I didn’t feel like writing about it, so I came up with another excuse as a placeholder.

I just found out that, apparently, he and his girlfriend broke up over the summer fairly recently after the formal. I doubt it had anything to do with me, but it explains why he’s suddenly all over me and sending me things like Feminist Ryan Gosling months too late.

In the interest of not rambling on too much about this whole thing, I’ll allow sweet Judy up there to articulate my feelings about the present situation.