That’s because you know in your heart you don’t deserve freedom, you don’t deserve choice, you don’t deserve anything but a feeling of desperation and anticipation of the next time you’ll be pulled from your cage, manhandled, and used. Everything else is just needless distraction from your purpose and function. In a better world, you’d live happily passed back and forth, to service every cock and cunt your owner allowed. Until you were finally satisfied, of course.