Your not fucked up dear. In every intimate relationship there’s hurdles to overcome, and you simply being too embarrassed is a valid thing. Its okay, and I’m sure he gets it. Don’t beat yourself up about it. What matters is that you finally got to a point to be comfortable with yourself and your own desires to now enjoy them. You are not fucked up, and you are not a bad person or a bad sub. You are simply human. Love your blog. Love and hugs from a follower.

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Thank you for the kindness. But, I wasn’t saying I was “fucked up” as an adjective, I was saying I “fucked up” as a verb by doing something that was hurtful to my partner by essentially transposing my shame onto him and making him feel ashamed of himself. Fortunately, he forgave me.

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