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I can’t seem to help having orgasms when I play with myself, but having orgasms turns me off to anything sexual for a random amount of time and it’s very frustrating because I’d much rather be easy to turn on and frustrated, at least sometimes, but I just can’t seem to do it.

So instead I keep having orgasms, even when I’m not that horny, and it just ensures that I never get that horny. Like, my libido is already like 1000x lower than I’d like it to be, I should be doing whatever I can to help boost it. Not the other way around. Sigh.

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Lately I’ve been considering going out of state when I go back to college. The idea is genuinely terrifying and exciting and overwhelming all at once but I guess I have time to figure it out, still. I’m wanting to go for computer science and possibly linguistics. I also might do marching band, because I kind of miss that. If anyone has any recommendations, you’re welcome to drop me a message or an ask!

I do also definitely want to take cost of living and local minimum wage into account. Dorms are kind of out, since I have a cat I do not plan on giving up, and aside from scholarships and grants, I will be using loans and paying my own way. The good news there is since I’m 24, my financial aid can be be based on my financial situation, rather than my parents’.

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Hi my lovely followers!

If anyone really likes my blog, and wants to buy my broke ass a christmas present (read: sex toys) be it one on my Amazon wishlist or one of your choosing, I would be so so beyond grateful. I can send pictures, as a sign of my gratitude, too ;3 I would love love love the confetti suction cup dildo on my wishlist, or a wand massager <3 or pretty much anything new and fun!

If you would like to, you can message me about it or send me money on my cash.me with a note or tumblr message saying who you and what it’s for. I have amazon prime so if it’s prime elligible that would be awesome ^^

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Girls who start young always start like this

I did this when I was a very little girl.

this is all i’m allowed to do.  i’m not allowed to touch my dirty pussy just grind and hump like the animal I am

I started pretty dang young, in the bath with water pourning on my clit, and grinding myself on bunched up sheets. My own fingers have never been able to bring me to orgasm. If someone were to restrict me from doing this, to only being allowed to touch with my fingers… I shudder at the thought. 😓 (and it kind of turns me on but shhhhh)

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One of the best/worst things for me is not letting myself reach the edge. Because if I edge I’m almost guaranteed to say “screw it” and let myself go over. But if I don’t edge, that option is suddenly not available to me. Not to mention the edge brings a degree of relief in itself, so, you know, even more frustration! I just. Slowly get more horny. I can just have a pillow between my legs and not even grind against it, and look at porn and stretch my whole body every once in a while, and it’ll just drive me more crazy than anything.