waxed girl in orgasm denial edges a lot of times with toys ice cube
one of my longer edging sessions from this week of denial 🙂
Mmmmm. I love your sounds! I’m slightly tempted to take the audio and turn each of your gasps and whimpers into separate mp3s so I can play it on continuous random whenever the mood strikes me. 🙂
Oh fuck, oh please, fuck… I don’t know where all this helpless, aroused, submissive, desperate energy came from. I just know I wanna hump my brains out, but I wanna stay like this so bad, too.
I haven’t done any kind of orgasm denial recently at all. Since December really. But I’ve been feeling really turned on today, more than I have in quite a long time. I want to play but I’ve been putting it off and looking at tumblr while working, instead.
So I just took a quick break and decided I was going to hump my sheets fifteen times. No more, no less… Usually that’s not enough to do much, but, well… I repeat, oh. my. fuck.
Me: Okay, I’m going to get back into denying myself orgasm. Right now. I’ll hump my pillow 100 times without coming, and then that’s it.
*humping pillow*
*reaches 100*
Me: OH FUCK I’M SO CLOSE
Me: I know I’ll get just a tiny bit closer because OH MY GOD
*reaches 102*
*comes*
Me: Fuck.
I could seriously scream. I was under a stream of water my shower, teasing, and I could feel myself getting really close. So I moved my clit away from the stream of water, right? Except a couple of seconds later, I still felt like I was getting closer. I put everything I could into not having an orgasm… I tried so hard… But I ended up ruining one.
Although I’m sure that all you sadistic bastards will be happy to know that never, in my life, have I ever had a more devastating ruined orgasm. It was barely a few pulses, and they seemed really far off, and at the same time they were bordering on agonizing. Kind of like when is hazy out and you can’t actually see the sun but it almost seems brighter than usual and hurts your eyes. And it will likely make the rest of the month that much worse. I got a taste. A barely there, completely ruined taste. Utterly dissatisfying and ultimately just stacking on more frustration. I hope you’re happy.
Oh, also, I’m now cut off from soda for the rest of the month. It may have been ruined, but it still counts towards the consequences. *sigh*
Oh. Um. Good morning. I’ve been watching a lot of Supernatural lately. Like, a lot. And I teased and denied myself quite a bit yesterday… And I may have had a dream that happened to combine the two. Some spirit or monster that kidnapped people, replacing them with a copy, and tortured the real one with orgasm denial. Yeeaahh… I’ll spare any more details. In other news, I woke up a bit wet and throbbing! Fun…
I dare you.
Well. I was feeling calm. This month is going to be agonizing. <3
WOW this is a hot story!
© 2013 Amaranta Lilly
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My fingers tap-tap-tap at the keys as I work on the computer. I am naked, except for two pieces of cold metal; the first, the collar circling my neck. The second, the cruel…
Aahhh…  I decided I am going participate in femsubdenial’s Denial December.  I’m a little scared to really commit, but I’ve finally decided I’m just going to do it.  I may not provide a lot of updates, but I already have a good start on it, since it’s been days since my last orgasm anyways…  And the idea of Denial December has really been working away at my brain for a while now.
It’s been difficult deciding what my consequences will be should I fail… Â For each time I accidentally cum (which hopefully won’t happen, but let’s be honest, the longest I’ve intentionally gone without orgasm while wanting an orgasm is five days), I have to give up something I enjoy or follow a rule for the rest of the month.
List of things to be taken away/rules to follow if I mess up:
I probably won’t do all of the masturbation instructions but we’ll see.  And oh my god I already feel like I’m going crazy right now so this is going to be a long month O.O I was going to lurk in the shadows and do it secretly, but I’m a little more committed to it now.  I just edged like twice in the shower, and I had to cool down for a few minutes without moving before I got out.
Anyways, I’ll try to update how everything is going as the month goes along!
Remember little one…your orgasm belongs to me…you may cum only when I give you permission…do you understand…
The look on her face is so hot!