I could seriously scream. I was under a stream of water my shower, teasing, and I could feel myself getting really close. So I moved my clit away from the stream of water, right? Except a couple of seconds later, I still felt like I was getting closer. I put everything I could into not having an orgasm… I tried so hard… But I ended up ruining one.

Although I’m sure that all you sadistic bastards will be happy to know that never, in my life, have I ever had a more devastating ruined orgasm. It was barely a few pulses, and they seemed really far off, and at the same time they were bordering on agonizing. Kind of like when is hazy out and you can’t actually see the sun but it almost seems brighter than usual and hurts your eyes. And it will likely make the rest of the month that much worse. I got a taste. A barely there, completely ruined taste. Utterly dissatisfying and ultimately just stacking on more frustration. I hope you’re happy.

Oh, also, I’m now cut off from soda for the rest of the month. It may have been ruined, but it still counts towards the consequences. *sigh*