I came today. Twice. And now I feel shittier and more fragile and insecure than I did ever at any point in December. What the fuck. December was the, most confident, stable month I’ve had in a long time. I guess I had something to be proud of myself for.
I’m sorry you dropped! That can happen. I hope you feel better!
I jokingly want to tell you “see?!? You just gotta keep yourself all teased up and you’ll be fine! Gimme 30 edges, stat!” but I don’t want you dependent on teasing. I want it to add, not be required. Take care of yourself and don’t try too hard to get back to normal.
Oh yikes, yeah. I always have a couple days where I’m bummed out from an orgasm after some time in denial. It definitely affects my mood. It kind of acts as an incentive to get back on the horse, though. Chastity and denial aren’t as appealing during my post-orgasm down time, unfortunately.
At least know you’re not alone, littlemissceleste! It must be a big biochemical change for the body to go through.
Thank you guys, I am feeling a bit better, though I still don’t feel as on-top-of-the-world as I did during December. It had to have been a really huge hormonal shift when I finally came. I feel I may be slipping into a depressive rut I get into sometimes, but trying to pull myself out of it.
Right now teasing and denial isn’t appealing, but neither is masturbating in general, even though I feel vaguely turned on half the time. I’m thinking from now on I might make an effort to not have orgasms *too* often. For the sake of my own well-being. I usually feel a little empty afterwards, and I’m generally more productive and positive when I’m a little more denied. 😛 I kind of planned on having Denial December segue into coming less anyways. But I’m glad I’m not alone, and glad I’ll be back to normal soon.
Have a great January, guys!