Oh my godddd. I’m sorry I haven’t really been updating! But nothing too exciting has been happening. I’ve still been going strong in JuNO. But yesterday (June 15, day 8 for me) I had the closest edge I’ve ever experienced. I was worried I was going to have a ruin, honestly, and there was definitely some incredibly weak spasming? But not like any ruin I’ve ever experienced, and it didn’t lessen my arousal in the slightest, so I’ve concluded that it was just a super. intense. edge.
I slept (sleep isn’t really the right word 😂) in a crotch rope last night, though, and oh. my. lord. It was intense. Still is, technically, because I’m still wearing it. But trying to sleep while wearing a crotch rope that causes just enough delicious friction in exactly the right places every time you breathe and not being able to do anything but lie there and deal with it and not cum… *shudders* This was my first time ever sleeping tied, and also my first time wearing a crotch rope while not being able to grind on it and make myself cum. Aaaahhhh. Definitely didn’t help that I ended up on tumblr getting myself more and more worked up for probably about an hour after actually going to bed.
As I was finally falling asleep, I had the most intense dream/hallucination, whatever you would call it, that I was being edged with a hitachi, but without it having to back off to keep me from cumming like it would irl. I woke up actually on the edge of an orgasm and just… had to lie there and deal with it 😭 it was kind of amazing. Yeah. I woke up a lot last night.
Aside from that, I’ve just been playing regularly, and still haven’t had any orgasms since June 7. Since my period ended, about four days ago, my arousal just keeps steadily growing. Having my period at he beginning of denial just means that I’ll be ovulating, which is when I typically want to grind on anything and everything anyway, is going to happen pretty deep into JuNO and oh my god I am both excited and terrified for that. Like, I already have a steady, mild ache pulsing its way through everywhere between my clit and my tits half the time. It’s ok when I’m around people, but then every time I’m alone… aaaahhhh.
Also, my birthday is Monday! I’ll be 24 on June 19, and I hope I can do something to make it special. But I guess I’ll just have to wait and see ^^