Well. My clit and surrounding area are sore and achy at this point, and I really really really want to cum but I’m sticking to Denial December. Somehow… God help me…
denial december
Oh. Um. Good morning. I’ve been watching a lot of Supernatural lately. Like, a lot. And I teased and denied myself quite a bit yesterday… And I may have had a dream that happened to combine the two. Some spirit or monster that kidnapped people, replacing them with a copy, and tortured the real one with orgasm denial. Yeeaahh… I’ll spare any more details. In other news, I woke up a bit wet and throbbing! Fun…
Feeling Right Now…
StandardRight now I am feeling tingly and a bit achy and I keep feeling these twinges *down there* especially since I completely shaved my labia and stuff earlier today (my hair was starting to grow back and it was pokey and uncomfortable and I wanted it gone) and I accidentally edged quite a few times afterwards because I could and it felt good.
So, yeah, just another fun Denial December update. 🙂 Also this is a part of my monthly cycle that I’m not exactly usually at my horniest, at least psychologically. My clit wants some attention desperately now, but the rest of my body isn’t really craving orgasm. But I’m due to ovulate right around January 1 and I think the week leading up to that will most likely leave me unbearably desperate and distracted, as long as life doesn’t get in the way. I’m getting a little excited/nervous just thinking about it.
Hope Denial December is going well for everyone! Amazed I made it this far, I still very much plan to make it to the end of the month.
You’re such a good girl for edging. I’m so proud of you! Keep edging like the good girl you are!
StandardHuh. I’m not the good little subby girl type, much. I’ll keep masturbating and teasing myself as long as it keeps turning me on, though ;P
Denial December Day 11
StandardI edged in the shower this morning and I’m starting to feel a bit more horny again. Â This month will likely get very interesting again, very soon. Â I keep finding myself wanting to go hump myself to orgasm on my bed.
I’m not following the masturbation instructions, exactly. Â Right now what’s going to turn me on and torture me the most is if I can just do my own thing, with the exception of having orgasms. Â But I’m definitely starting to feel it again.
A really, really weird Day 7 update
LinkA really, really weird Day 7 update
My body is bored with this denial thing. Not frustrated, bored. I teased myself mercilessly yesterday, on and off. I woke up late, and I teased myself for a good hour, making me a little late meeting up with my friends. After we said good-bye, I teased myself for another 20…
This is exactly what is happening with me right now! I’m thinking femsubdenial is probably right, the frustration will probably come back and hit hard… But we shall see what happens.
Denial December Updates
StandardIt is likely I will get back on board with Denial December updates in four or so days. My arousal level had a sudden drop even though I hadn’t cum, and I think it’s a hormonal thing. Anyways I’m not too fond of teasing while I’m on my period, I just can’t get into it. I’ll be back to updating and being all squirmy and horny in no time though! I still have the entire month to go!
I dare you.
Well. I was feeling calm. This month is going to be agonizing. <3
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Back on the subject of Denial December…
I am feeling so much calmer and more relaxed today. And I don’t know whether to love it or hate it. I really love feeling completely crazed like I was most of yesterday. But it’s kind of nice having a break from desperately wanting to cum. I’m sure it won’t last long…
Are u following December Denial? If so what are yr feelings so far?
StandardHello, and yes, I am still participating in and sticking to Denial December.  Haven’t had any orgasms yet and hopefully won’t anytime soon…  And it.. is.. torture.  Exquisite torture, granted, and thank god it is or I wouldn’t be sticking to it.  I am truly amazed at how quickly and desperately I am already getting turned on when I see anything related to denial.  It’s like the entire area from the bottom of my ribcage to my thighs has been turned into a firey, throbbing, achy disaster zone.  It’s a good thing today’s instructions were no touching, I got a tiny reprieve.  I put myself throught a lot of teasing yesterday.  This was an insane idea *she says as she lays in bed relishing in the feeling*
femsubdenial Denial December is not disappointing so far. Â Bring on day 5.