I’m sorry, you guys. Idk what’s up with me, and I’ve definitely had my moments of “omg I’m so turned on”, but most of this month has just felt like a general dry spell instead of intentional denial. I mean I’m only halfway through, so there’s a chance I’ll still have some good moments, and I’ll keep you guys updated. Maybe I need to play and edge more. But it just seems like a chore right now, and seems like every time I do I come down from the edge and feel totally normal again, like I don’t really care.

I mean, I’ve definitely been easier to turn on, for the most part, so that’s good. That’s one of the effects of orgasm denial I love. But it’s still been so off and on… sigh. But I’ll keep plugging along, and I’ll try to play more, with or without edging, and I’ll keep updating you all! Hope something good happens soon.