Part of me really wants to broadcast my turn-ons to everyone I know. Or at least the people I’m interested in/ close to. Because the basic formula of flirting really doesn’t work with me, and things that normally turn people on don’t really do it for me. I’m into being restrained and psychologically teased and tormented until I’m no longer capable of feeling self-conscious because I’m so deep in sub-space. I don’t like light, feathery touches so much as feeling a lot of pressure on certain points on my body, or being restrained and tickled. I respond about a million times better to teasing than actual physical stimulation for the most part, and I’ll get turned off if there’s too much touching before my mind is totally melted.
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God. I was so deep in sub-space for like half of the night, and trying so hard to keep from showing it, that it was kind of physically painful. My body isn’t used to being overwhelmed with hormones like that anymore. Keeping from scrunching into a ball and making inhuman noises was… difficult.
Ohhhhhh my god I want my hands behind my back and a hand around my throat.
I want to be someone’s sub. Like, a particular someone, not a general someone. 😛
Shit. Why did I fall for him after he was in a relationship? Why did he get in a relationship before I fell for him??
Blargh I really wanna gush to someoneeeeee. x3
I just want to be made to squirm. I have a crush now… On someone that’s in a relationship. He wasn’t when we met, but it takes a couple months for my crushes to develop. But girlfriend or no, he knows how to make me squirm. I love it.
My partner and I practise cum denial. We like to get as close to cumming then stop to feel the ache. Because we are denied so much we need to tell the other when to stop the stimulation. I like it so the moment she pulls her hands away I can feel some liquid cum ooze up my cock. If we time it right it will pool at the tip of my cock without the muscle clenching and it will stop the spurt.. Amazingly hot and achy. Her denial seems more physical more moaning and shaking humping up as I stop it….
StandardSounds like fun 😉
Oh my gosh ever since this crush came crashing down on me, I’ve been getting all these, bubbly, happy, submissive feelings coming up. I had a dream that I met a guy I knew to be a Dom, and a good one. We were just hanging out in a group with some other people, and he was kind of off by himself working on some bdsm speech (that was apparently for a funeral??) but I got SO fluttery and couldn’t stop grinning, it was a great dream and a great feeling :3
Oh no. No. Oh god I have a crush. He pushed all the right buttons. Idk how but he did it. But he did and now I have a crush.