Aahhh… I decided I am going participate in femsubdenial’s Denial December. I’m a little scared to really commit, but I’ve finally decided I’m just going to do it. I may not provide a lot of updates, but I already have a good start on it, since it’s been days since my last orgasm anyways… And the idea of Denial December has really been working away at my brain for a while now.
It’s been difficult deciding what my consequences will be should I fail… For each time I accidentally cum (which hopefully won’t happen, but let’s be honest, the longest I’ve intentionally gone without orgasm while wanting an orgasm is five days), I have to give up something I enjoy or follow a rule for the rest of the month.
List of things to be taken away/rules to follow if I mess up:
- Any and all soda – e.g. Dr. Pepper, Coke, Pepsi….
- The right to wear panties (few situations would be exceptions)
- I have to sleep with something inside myself every night
I probably won’t do all of the masturbation instructions but we’ll see. And oh my god I already feel like I’m going crazy right now so this is going to be a long month O.O I was going to lurk in the shadows and do it secretly, but I’m a little more committed to it now. I just edged like twice in the shower, and I had to cool down for a few minutes without moving before I got out.
Anyways, I’ll try to update how everything is going as the month goes along!