I have never been made to do this. I don’t think I’d care for it.
I have been. It was one of the first super-serious D/s punishments I ever received. I was starting to get an inkling that I wanted the kind of kink that wasn’t just silly and playful, but this was a little too much too fast.
I think I’d like to take a bath in front of someone one day. I’ve taken showers with people before, but never baths.
But the thing is here that I don’t want to take it so much with you as I do in front of you. I want to be watched, scrutinized. I don’t want to be helped, just sort of monitored.
It’s a barely sexual thing, really. If you touch yourself or shove your cock down my throat, you’ll honestly ruin it. Same with grabbing my hair and riding my face, if you’re of that gender. It’s an appeal to the vague little girly leanings I have sometimes. Maybe.
But I just want you to watch and exercise some restraint. I just want to feel like I’m under glass sometimes. And there’s always time for that other stuff later.