Sir says part of shaking off my shame is owning up to these parts of myself. So, I’m supposed to write about what I did and be very brave about it. 

I made the mistake of reading this in a public place. I then proceeded to masturbate to it, also in a (semi-)public place. I admitted it to Sir, who told me I should tell all of you.

I’m super embarrassed admitting this, but Sir says “it’s too blushy” isn’t my safeword. And he’s right. So, here’s to me trying to be brave about this part of myself but oh God I’m gonna go hide under a rock right now thanks.