femsubdenial:

female-orgasm-denial:

There’s a good number of you for whom this is one of your deepest, darkest fantasies.

Just look at her, look at you. Helpless, already exposed. 

But this is just the beginning. Imagine what he’s going to do to you. A living sex doll, every hole for his pleasure, or amusement. Perhaps you’re going to learn what a twisted fuck he really is, and your helpless body is his plaything.

Either way, there’s nothing you can do about it.

I saw no appeal to this… it seemed like phaux-necrophillia to me. And then I did it via hypnosis and loved it!

And yet I saw no appeal?! I was really confused at myself, and even a little insecure.

That feeling… I’ve learned that is a huge “yay! There is something to be learned here!” flag. I thought about it a lot and eagerly did it again. I think I’ve figured out why this is hot for me:

• It’s an honor whenever anyone submits to me. They are letting themselves be vulnerable, and being an active participant on something that brings them to a space where I get to see them in a way few will ever experience.
• This goes double for hypnosis scenes because their subconscious is entrusting me, too.
• I treat sex too much like a performance sometimes, and I’m in my head more than I’d like. Scenes like these are visceral, physical, visual and tactile manifestations of their negotiated and subconscious consent to really, really, not make it about them, to be used at my whim. For example: Sometimes during regular fucking I just don’t want to cum yet, and keep myself on edge by pausing just long enough to be able to take the next hard thrust or two. I love edging myself like this, especially when this unpredictable start & stop drives my partner insane, but it drives me to the point that, when I finally give in to my desire to cum, there is no lengthy hard-fucking finale possible — my orgasm starts pretty-much immediately. This causes part of my ability to live in the moment to instead be spent on telling the ‘was it good for her too?’ voice in my head to stop wincing and sit the fuck down. Instead, with a hypnosis scene like this, that voice still won’t shut up, but its presence just draws attention to the scene and that even that showman part of me agrees that my primary task is to not be a showman! It’s like fractionation, but instead of repeated up-down events that help bring the subject deeper, they are worry-grin events that reminds and helps me stay in the moment and enjoy!
• Anyone who wants to be a good toy will value knowing that even though we both know that what’s being done is what they secretly want, I’m doing what I want, with no doubts as to whether or not I’m being a service top to please them. (Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy being a service top, too! 😉 ) I get that, and provide that. … … and hey, if that ironically means that I’m just being a service-top at a higher level, that’s just fine. 😀

I still enjoy reactions of course, and with this kind of scene you do lose some of that, but it’s a small price to pay for the rest of it!

I’m really appreciating the depth of thought in this analysis. @femsubdenial, your final comment about losing your partner’s reactions made me think of another hypno-possibility – being able to snap or otherwise trigger your sub to show their full range of reaction when you want it.

Lifeless sex toy open to anything *snap* whimpering mess for a few brief moments before *snap* blank doll giving you whatever your pleasure is *snap* moaning desperation. Best of both worlds (or at least good parts of both), plus the fractionation to boot.