i live for Max.
Best written character of all time. All. Time.
MY GODDESS
role model
Models have to have dead face when they walk the runway. Gina Torres is smiling like she is the most bestest ever in that dress (and she is)
Pain is important: how we evade it, how we succumb to it, how we deal with it, how we transcend it.
2.
I realised, as I walked into Rumi’s kitchen and took off my dress, that I spent too much time in my early twenties looking at my sexuality as something I needed to define and pin down. Like the key was to figure out the exact combination of words and labels to describe my sexual preference and proclivities, then I could own it and celebrate it and answer everyone’s questions neatly and I would be complete.
What I’ve learned is that it’s a journey, and it’s not about defining it, it’s about experiencing it… my sexuality, it’s nuanced and versatile and so is yours. As I change and grow as a person I crave different things, I have new curiosities, new desires. Different things push my buttons, my fantasies change as I experience more of the world and learn more about myself.
All this to say that as I stood between them in my lingerie while their cocks throbbed in their jeans I wasn’t hung up on any of it. I savoured every minute, I owned every second of pleasure. I felt powerful on my knees in between them, teasing them so slowly with my tongue, making them patiently wait their turn while I gave the other what he wanted.
There was no shame in the way I worshipped their cocks, or the way I let them use me afterwards. Just pure unadulterated joy.
Sometimes
StandardI look at my nudes, and I’m turned on by myself. Actually…..every time.
Sometimes
StandardI look at my nudes, and I’m turned on by myself. Actually…..every time.
BUT DO PPL NOT REALIZE HOW REVOLUTIONARY IT WAS TO HAVE A QUIRKY, ALTERNATIVE BLACK GIRL ON A FAMILY SHOW IN THE 80S/90S?
LIKE DENISE STAYED ON SOME OTHER SHIT AND CLIFF AND CLAIRE WOULD SIDE-EYE HER BUT THEY WOULD ALWAYS LET HER WEAR DIFFERENT SHIT AND DO DIFFERENT SHIT AND JUST BE HERSELF AND NOW EVERY GIRL IN BROOKLYN LOOKS LIKE HER AND I LOVE IT
BONET
Truth
People are uncomfortable with sexuality that is not made for male consumption.