Perf perf perf. Sleepy cuddles and glasses in bed. I miss cuddles desperately. I should be doing my homework. But this picture is hitting me where it hurts. I haven’t been coping well with my anxiety today. It’s been rough day for that. I couldn’t focus in class or do work during my breaks. It’s been a storm of thoughts all day and my usual tricks aren’t working. I’d like a nice quiet cuddle. All of my cuddle people are a 6 hour plane ride away. All of them. Worst of all this picture feels like home. Those glasses, that comforter the haircuts. I don’t know these people but elements of the picture feel familiar in a way that makes me ache to be back at home. I miss comfort and people who know how my face tightens when I’m stressed. It usually takes me a bit to open up and share stuff with people but after that lead time things are comfortable. I’m surrounded by people I haven’t warmed to completely yet. So hard. And obviously the thing to do is to tell the internet. This makes sense, yup.
