intimacy
I just want to be lost in the sound of your breath,
tied up in your best intentions,
I want to be your favourite little doll.
Does this count, hypno-sandwich? I mean, there’s a tie, ya??
I miss this. I miss his hands holding my face and his thumbs pressing against my lips. When he’s holding my face he likes to study me. He just looks. It feels like he’s trying to memorize me, his eyes trail along the curves of my face. His head tilts and his lips move a bit. When it feels like forever, I’ll start to nip at his fingers because I’ve grown impatient and awkward. Being studied is an intrusive feeling I enjoy but it has to end sometime. He ignores the nips until they turn into bites then he’ll flick my teeth or lightly slap my face or bum, “Be still” he’ll say. Gazing just a bit longer and then he lets go and I hide my face in his shoulder. Maybe next time I get to see him I’ll let him look for as long as he wants without my protesting, maybe.
‘Lea & Adele’
Lea Seydoux & Adele Exarchopoulos, by Mikael Jansson
for Interview Magazine November 2013
As my lover becomes more confident about her body, I photograph her. It is amazing how confident and sexy she can be. How, the more I tell her how beautiful she is, the more she opens up to me in front of a lens…Your photo is a great example of how powerfully sexy just getting a glimpse of nipples and a hint of bush can be. I admire the smirk and the confidence on her face as she plays with the toy. I definitely encourage you both to keep shooting photos together and take turns being in front of and behind the camera.
I like when someone becomes a part of your daily routine. It’s nice to talk to someone who wants to talk to you just as much without anything feeling forced.