This is oddly reminiscent of my Saturday night. Less sweater, more anal.
Same amount of glitter, though…
This is oddly reminiscent of my Saturday night. Less sweater, more anal.
Same amount of glitter, though…
Daddy: Wouldn’t you like to have a little sister baby?
Little: No Daddy I would not. Unless you were a mean Daddy and treated me better than her. 😉
Daddy: Of course I would baby. You would be my number one. You know that.
Little: Yeah Daddy but I’d want her to know that. And that’s not very nice is it?
Daddy: No it isn’t. But I’m sure if she was subby enough she’d love it too.
Little: Really? Do you think there’s a Little out there who fetishizes being second best?
Daddy: I think there’s a little out there who fetishizes being topped by a daddy and another little.
Little: Well yes but I mean do you think that the same way I fetishize being best there’s someone who would get off on knowing they aren’t good enough?
Daddy: I’m sure there is.
Little: Hmm…. I like that. *blush*
Daddy: She’d be our little. To tease and toy with.
Little: Mmm hmm. Now I keep thinking about you telling a poor subby little why she could never be as good as me while I go down on you… and then I would play good cop and whisper to her that I could teach her how to make Daddy proud…. Oh Daddy I’d be so so mean to her.
Daddy: Tell me how mean baby. What else would you do?
Little: Just regular mean stuff Daddy. Not letting her have what she wants. Making her watch us play while she can’t touch herself and you tell her all the reasons I’m your favourite. And me acting real real nice but actually being mean. You know? I’d nick name her Silver. And say “Aw Daddy, poor Silver is so lonely over there” and you would say “That’s what she deserves Sweetness” and she would like that. If we talked like she wasn’t there.
Daddy: Are you sure little one? Isn’t it you that likes that? 😉
Little: And then I would lie to get her in trouble and tell you I saw her touching her pussy even though she wasn’t she was actually being very good. And you would spank her. Ouchie spankings too, not just nice spanks. And then I would whisper to her that I did it to help her. Because, I’d tell her, Daddy loves the girls he spanks the best, and I was just tryin’ to get you to love her more that’s all, I was helpin’. And she would say thank you and I would tell her she was a good girl…. Would you like that Daddy?
Daddy: Very much baby.
rainy weather and thunder doesn’t make me gloomy at all it’s more like, fuck yeah this is my kingdom of darkness and i’m the queen
I’m heading to bed with a serious case of porno brain.
And a desire to have all sorts of horrible things happen to me.
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all i think about is sex and what i am going to eat next
I have been orgasm denying myself since before Thanksgiving, all for today, my birthday.
Over the course of the day, I’m going to edge once for each year I’ve lived (26).
Then, maybe, I’ll have him fuck my brains out.
I like to think this is slightly more sophisticated than all those spanks and the pinch, though I’m not saying no to those, either.
(This is my first real orgasm denial experiment. This morning I woke up to a dream of him kissing my neck like cunnilingus funtimes. I am wet wet wet. Hoping to make it to 26.)
How to explain to White subs that it’s not a compliment to me when they say Black women seem naturally dominant.
I’m so tired of them slinging that two bit compliment, and I’m not even tryna be a smartass right now. I’m tired like hurt-feelings-tired. Like, JUST STOP, because I’d rather you said nothing about me being Black than say that.
Let’s start with the fact that dominance in a BDSM context isn’t even close to pervasive enough to spread across Black women as a whole, so what they are really talking about when they say “naturally dominant" is the Strong Black Woman trope, which is A Thing many of us have developed to cope with life. Coping is not an attempt at domination; it’s an attempt at survival.
Great look at the true complications of being the Strong Black Woman. I think it’s 100% applicable both inside & out of the bedroom.
I’m more sub than dom, but I think much of the reason I submit is to have a separate space where I can be truly vulnerable, a space that doesn’t feel like real life. And some of the difficulty I experience in occasionally topping my partner rests in our racial differences…