Switchette

brightswitch:

Knight said I had to edge five times.
He went to shower and I asked if I could cum after edging while he
was gone. He said I could if on the fifth I came but ruined the
orgasm for him. After that I’d be allowed to orgasm normally.

I’ve never ruined an orgasm before. I
didn’t even know how. “Go just over the edge and then turn the wand
off”

It sounded simple enough, and then I’d
get to cum. How bad could it be?

Well for starters, the edges didn’t
want to move along. It was really hard to focus on the pleasure, my
brain’s been spinning of late. I tried to focus on something hot that
happened with Knight, something too scary to write, right on that
line of good and bad and maybe sometimes crossing over. But I was too
desperate build, so it stayed soundly good until I got through four
edges.

I was getting all sensitive and hit the
fifth edge, I went just over, just enough to feel the orgasm start to
bubble past being able to hold back. I clicked the hitachi button off
and my whole body curled in protest. I nearly fell out of my chair.
It took all my willpower not to say some not-nice things very loudly.

I sprawled in my chair, head dangling
back, and just processed for a few minutes.

“Shit,” I whispered harshly to
myself. “Fuckin.. FUCK that was AWFUL” A little part of me (the
part that’s been enjoying the new aches in my knees from not being
allowed to walk without permission) definitely found an appeal to it.
Not something I’d want but
something I could definitely process as a punishment.

I got
back to masturbating. And found that because I’d ruined it, it took a
significant amount of time to build up to an orgasm again. I tried
not to grumble, working to be just marginally more obedient. “Try
to be grateful you get to cum,” I thought over and over. “Just
focus on dirty things and the hitachi. It’ll be fine.”

When I
finally did orgasm it was hard and shaking, the kind of orgasm where
everything blurs out and goes white for a moment. I didn’t want
another orgasm, which for me is absolutely unheard of. I felt totally
content.

Right
after I finished putting my hitachi away, clit still throbbing from
the attentions, Knight came back from his shower. I told him I’d
written down my immediate thoughts post- ruining.

“Do
a full write up,” he said

And
here we are.