me: I want to be a badass and do wild and reckless things all the time I want to be arrogant and I want people to be intimidated by me
me, five minutes later: I want to be a pastel fairy and I want to be kind to everyone and everything I want to be a beacon of light and positivity
me, five minutes later: I want to be studious and do everything in the power to further my pursuits and I want to be objective and clinical
me: *is actually an emotional mess that cycles through personas so quickly that there is no defined personality to be found anywhere within such a clusterfucked self*
