i think im gonna commit seppuku
i never elaborated on this post but since i made it thru the ordeal a stronger man here what happened:
my mother came thru to visit me and like i was in the middle of a deathmatch so i got up and opened the door and ran to my controller and forgot i left the laptop open she got in and went to the living room and my joint was there open and some full screen high fidelity shesfreaky.com head action goin on and im so into the game i forgot i let my mother in but then i got killed and remembered then i notice she was mad silent so i look to my right and she squinting at the laptop bruh i felt my whole world crumble i lost all my strength and resigned to a hermit life of total isolation from relatives and society in the space of 0.13 seconds i ain’t even got up fast my knees jammed up i remembered my dog “teacher” from when i was 6 then i remembered my first girl “janine” i tried to remember my father but i ain’t seen that nigga in so long all i visualized was a mustache i finally got up and with every step i took it was another second of my mother watchin shorty go dumb on the dick with the nigga adlibin “yeah bitch get my dick wet you know i like my dick wet” smh i finally got there and managed to muster the force necessary in my right hand to close the laptop my mother aint say shit but the horror in her eyes my guy lemme tell you there was a brief moment of silence then she just asked me to read the instructions on this lasagna base thing and retreated to the kitchen like enemy infantry when confronted with something terrible i think in her heart she lost a son in those 15 seconds of nastiness i aint even try to explain i just called my older brother to say “goodbye” he said “damn…………….well, its not that bad” that pause between the damn and the rest of the sentence made me realize how bad it was i just laid there contemplating where god went wrong when he made me that when i made the original seppuku post nearly a month after the ordeal im finally gettin a hold of my life again and what kept me goin was the fact that at least it wasn’t my itunes open and she ain’t see how many plays destiny’s child’s “cater 2 u” got on my joint
