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I just went to the gym to blow off some steam and came back to find my askbox blown up with messages. Thank you, followers, for caring and for reaching out to me about this SG snafu today. 

I guess I’m upset for two reasons. One, the more obvious, is that this “friend” did this to me for the reasons she did. Maybe I should clarify. She’s not simply my friend. It’s Elle, my ex-girlfriend. She was actually the person to introduce me to SG and had become super resentful of how close we are. "It annoys me so much that I’m the one who introduced you two,“ she said to me once.

They were never as close as he and I are. And, honestly, I put a lot of the good about her on this tumblr, but she had done and said some pretty fucked up things in our relationship. There were a lot of times she asked me to forgive her for things that could be chalked up to verbal/emotional abuse and I did, while she held grudges for things like SG and I having a genuine connection.

What can I say? I’m the fucking giving tree. I’m too accommodating sometimes. Oh, you took my leaves? That’s okay, you seem sorry about it, have my branches, too.

So, she went without telling me and then put a picture she took of him on her phone while there on Facebook. It’s such a nasty move. She sits around and says things like, "it’s funny that we were in a relationship because now I feel like our friendship is so deep” but it’s clear that she resents me. She’s not subtle about it.

And then, number two, that the Southern Gentleman went ahead and did this. She didn’t force him. Maybe he’s away from his girlfriend and most of his friends and working actually a little ways away from home, maybe he knew her first, but I still can’t believe he’d just go ahead and do that with her. 

“Do you understand why I’m hurt?” I asked him after he apologized earlier.

“I do,” he replied.

It still stings.

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Truth: I can get a little bashful.

And I’m a notorious lip-biter.

minimay:

India Reynolds

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Peek-a-boo.

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For some reason, I find that little expanse of bare skin between the line of the brow and the eyelid to be kind of erotic on a woman.

makemethewhoreiam:

This is so beautiful. Honey, do you take me out to something where I can wear this? I promise I wear your favorite dress with them.

feeling-is-first:

eyelashes!!

Bratini: I’m thinking about you tonight