hey I had a bright idea.
since I can make myself orgasm
and I already have this oral fixation
why I don’t I just link the two
Do go on.
Well, I like orgasms (as evidenced by the existence of this collection), but they happen only during masturbation. I like sucking cock, but this, hitherto, has been done only when with a partner.
So now, whenever I am about to come during masturbation, I suck a dildo (and make it so that I orgasm /only/ when I have something in my mouth). The hope is to eventually come whenever I suck anything phallic — i.e. with a partner. Realistically, this will take many repetitions, which, surprisingly, isn’t all that daunting…
The only downside is that I can’t moan quite as loudly when reading anymore. I like moaning. It has a strong feed-forward effect.
There’s a fun story to be written just based on what you’ve explained there, I think. (I completely agree about moaning–it’s a contagious effect, at that.)