Why am I torturing myself? Looking at and reading all kinds of porn, expecially anything involving orgasm denial… I really should pace myself during the month. But instead I’m still lying in bed, reading absolutely torturous erotica, letting myself just feel my heartbeat throbbing away at my insides and wanting to cum so badly. I’m afraid it’s time to get up though.
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Denial December
Two days done! How’s it going? Let’s establish a baseline, shall we?
This video has hot porn and text instructions along the bottom. Don’t watch it until you have time to obey. When you’re told to stop, you may not finish that circle, rub, or stroke. Stop immediately. When you’re told to edge, even if the instructions say to get as close as you can, do your best to get to only a light edge or just under the edge, and then try to stay there until told to stop. If you don’t edge in time, don’t worry, just do your best. Some of you might not edge at all, and that’s fine, too. Keep in mind that as you get more and more frustrated, you may want to push that edge to get more satisfaction from it. Don’t.
Also, this video is intended for femdom/malesub so any time the instructions mention your cock, if you are female then just forgive & adapt.
Other than that, I expect you to obey all of the instructions.
Oh, and I wasn’t kidding about using this to establish a baseline. After you’ve followed along, write down how did, how you’re feeling, and how you expect to feel after we do this again later in the month. 🙂 Posting what you write is optional, writing it down for yourself is mandatory…. or as mandatory as it can get given that obeying all instructions this month was an optional decision in the first place!
Enjoy!
Alright… Third day of denial December. I did fine with this one. Followed all the instructions fairly easily, though there were a few times I rashly did not want to stop.
I didn’t really get too close to orgasm but to be honest, now that I’m done and lying in bed scrolling through my dash/writing this up, I’m starting to feel it more and more now that I’m done. I’m definitely more crazed than when I woke up. Interesting how that works…
When we do this later on, it might depend a bit on my mood, still, but I’m expecting at that point I really will be in a frenzy by the end of it. I’m looking forward to and dreading what else this month has in store.
(Source: http://xhamster.com/)
Denial December
StandardAahhh… I decided I am going participate in femsubdenial’s Denial December. I’m a little scared to really commit, but I’ve finally decided I’m just going to do it. I may not provide a lot of updates, but I already have a good start on it, since it’s been days since my last orgasm anyways… And the idea of Denial December has really been working away at my brain for a while now.
It’s been difficult deciding what my consequences will be should I fail… For each time I accidentally cum (which hopefully won’t happen, but let’s be honest, the longest I’ve intentionally gone without orgasm while wanting an orgasm is five days), I have to give up something I enjoy or follow a rule for the rest of the month.
List of things to be taken away/rules to follow if I mess up:
- Any and all soda – e.g. Dr. Pepper, Coke, Pepsi….
- The right to wear panties (few situations would be exceptions)
- I have to sleep with something inside myself every night
I probably won’t do all of the masturbation instructions but we’ll see. And oh my god I already feel like I’m going crazy right now so this is going to be a long month O.O I was going to lurk in the shadows and do it secretly, but I’m a little more committed to it now. I just edged like twice in the shower, and I had to cool down for a few minutes without moving before I got out.
Anyways, I’ll try to update how everything is going as the month goes along!