Month: October 2017
Oh no, don’t worry – she won’t cum like this. She’s been spending an hour a day like that for the past two weeks, and never tipped over.
The penis gag is for association training. She always has something in her mouth whenever her pussy gets any stimulation. Makes her cocksucking quite…inspired. You will see for yourself when she’s done with the session.
She still has most of the hour to go. Would you like a cocktail while we wait?
“Everytime we empty your bladder and you feel more comfortable I get deflated”
“Deflated? Why?”
“Because when you’re full and desperate. And I’m controlling your pee. You tummy hurts and you’re full of energy, bouncing, begging, the pain in your face and your movements…. urgh I love it so much”
“Oh. Oh I’m sorry you feel that way Sir”
“How sorry?”
“What do you mean?”
“Well what would you do to make me feel better?”
“What can I do? I mean once it’s gone it takes a while to fill up again”
“Not necessarily”
“What do you mean?”
“Well it’s a two way street that tube. I know it needs to emptied to keep you healthy. But once we’ve emptied you out. We could fill you up again. With something else”
“But…… but……. that’s…….ah but there’ll be no room for me to refill…. so we couldn’t do that.”
“That’s ok. We could leave a little room. And empty you more regularly so not to overfill. That way you are literally ALWAYS desperate to pee. Omg I can’t believe I didn’t think of this before. Just imagine baby, every moment of every day, your tummy aching, that desperate need for release. Yes yes let’s do that. I’ll research safe liquids and we will get you all full again in no time. But don’t worry I know you miss peeing so from now on every time I go, you’ll come with me and hold it for me. Feeling my pee flow down my cock and out, bringing me relief. That way you get to experience that bladder relief the way is should be, through me. Like you do with orgasms. You want me to be happy don’t you baby?”
“Yes Sir”
“Ah excellent. Always willing to suffer for my enjoyment. Can’t wait to see how you cope desperate to pee all day every day. Maybe we will add a syringe of enema every time that we can empty and refill too so you can enjoy holding both in. You’ll never feel comfortable again. I wonder how you’ll sleep. So exciting. Such a good girl”
“You requested to wear panties so you can wear these”
“Oh they’re cute thank you… what’s that smell?”
“They have been soaked in a menthol/ginger/grainy mixture”
“What will it do?”
“You’ll find out. Put them on. And pull them up tight between your lips. Tighter than that. Rest them against your clit and pussy”
“Ok….. but I don’t understaaaaaa aaaaahhh ahhh I need to take them off”
“Why?”
“Because they’re burning and itchy and kind cold at the same time. I have to take them off”
“Leave them. Look at me”
“Please please”
“No. Hands behind your back. Good. That’s it you can squirm. Awwww poor baby. Do they not feel nice?”
“No Sir, please can I take them off. They feel burny and kinda like there’s salt on them and it’s irritating and making the burning worse”
“Then try to stay still.”
“I can’t, please I need to take them off”
“No they stay on for the day. The burning will ease in an hour or so. And you’ll just be left with the irritant grain rubbing you sore. Then as you move the burning will return on your sore parts. Don’t worry though. I’ll be with you the whole time to help you really focus on how it feels. And I will enjoy every moment of your desperate need to remove them. Then later I will bathe you to ensure it’s all off your skin before I fuck your sore pussy and reapply a fresh pair for bed. But don’t worry your bedtime ones have a nice little extra grainy coated material we can push into your ass. Bet that will feel uncomfortable for you. I’ll enjoy that. You wanted panties. Good girl”
“I love how scared and jumpy you get now when I touch your pussy”
“Please don’t make me cum please. I don’t want to cum please don’t make me”
“Shhhh it’s ok. It’s ok. I’m here. You won’t be cumming any more baby. Your body won’t let you.”
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Three months earlier“Rub your pussy to orgasm baby. But as soon as you start cumming tell me”
“Ok”
*she rubs*“I’m cumming……asrrgghhh arghhhh arghhhhhhh”
“There now. Go again. Orgasm again”
“No please why are you touching me with a cow prod on my pussy when I cum?”
“Because you need to learn that cumming for you is bad. Now orgasm again.”
“Please I don’t want to”
“You need to learn. But it not be a choice. I want your body to stop letting you cum. Fear is the best motivator. Now play and let me know when you cum”
“Please I’m sorry I won’t cum again”
“You will. And you will feel the prod every time you do until I feel that you have absorbed the lesson. If you stop i will tie you down and do it myself. Now play and cum for me.”
*sobs as she touches*
“Thaaaaats it play through the fear baby. I’ll get the wand out for when you can’t keep going. It’s ok. Only a few more today. This will take weeks of therapy to get you there. Every time we have sex you will cum and feel the prod. Eventually you won’t be able to cum anymore from fear of the pain and I never have to worry about you enjoying your pussy touched ever again”
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Now“It’s funny, I wanted you to want me to fuck your ass and not your pussy but now you’re frightened of your pussy being touched it makes me want that instead. I do hope the fear of cumming keeps you as frightened and as jumpy as this. It’s making my cock hard. Good girl”
One of the best/worst things for me is not letting myself reach the edge. Because if I edge I’m almost guaranteed to say “screw it” and let myself go over. But if I don’t edge, that option is suddenly not available to me. Not to mention the edge brings a degree of relief in itself, so, you know, even more frustration! I just. Slowly get more horny. I can just have a pillow between my legs and not even grind against it, and look at porn and stretch my whole body every once in a while, and it’ll just drive me more crazy than anything.
